My boyfriends Sis gave birth to a gorgeous little boy on 9th June. We visited them in hospital and i think it may have actually hit home the reality of all this... She had to have a C-section as she was 8cm dialted and wanted to push, the baby was in distress so they had to operate. I've never held such a newborn baby before and it was amazing. So tiny and delicate!! And seeing his sister lay on the bed - shattered.... i could only think "bloody 'ell this will be me soon"!! Crikey al'mighty... i'm having a baby in just over a month!!!