MissMamma
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PINK!!!
I'm having a baby girl! And i was so convinced it would be a boy 
I've been on holiday for two weeks and the scan was the morning after i got back which was quite nice because the days didn't drag as i waited for it.
Tbh i found the whole scan experience a bit disappointing. I thought the sonographer would try to make it a bit special and she really didn't. She seemed bored
even my baby girl seemed bored we saw her yawn twice!
And i need to admit i was upset at not having the boy i'd imagined and it made me feel completely guilty and disgusted at myself. I really felt like i wasn't going to be a good enough mum if i couldn't love my baby because she wasn't what i had planned. However my OH was totally amazing, he made me see that it was natural to feel that way after spending four months imagining a baby boy. I'm over it now, i think it was just shock and confusion and am totally excited about our daughter [i love being able to say that!]. We've even decided on a name although i'm not going to reveal it just yet.
It's starting to feel a bit more real now..xx
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I've been on holiday for two weeks and the scan was the morning after i got back which was quite nice because the days didn't drag as i waited for it.
Tbh i found the whole scan experience a bit disappointing. I thought the sonographer would try to make it a bit special and she really didn't. She seemed bored

And i need to admit i was upset at not having the boy i'd imagined and it made me feel completely guilty and disgusted at myself. I really felt like i wasn't going to be a good enough mum if i couldn't love my baby because she wasn't what i had planned. However my OH was totally amazing, he made me see that it was natural to feel that way after spending four months imagining a baby boy. I'm over it now, i think it was just shock and confusion and am totally excited about our daughter [i love being able to say that!]. We've even decided on a name although i'm not going to reveal it just yet.
