Hey ladies , thanks for your advice. My midwife came and did a house call late last night and checked my cervix (barely a cm dilated ) she felt membranes and waters. She also did a swab test to detect amniotic fluid. Apparently it could have been a high leak and it's possible that it has sealed... I never started contractions. Since I'm strep b positive though , we're keeping a really close eye on things. I've also got a bloody show...but I think that has more to do with the cervical exam than things getting started.
Honestly I am feeling a lot of self doubt right now. I felt so sure that I knew she was coming...I knew. I was wrong. I just feel confused...and disappointed...and embarrassed that I raised a false alarm.
I just thought I would be able to read the signs.
Bah and now I'm emotional. Sorry for the rant ladies. I just mean to update.