So now what?!

[Mallie]

Well, month 15 was a failure. I'm beginning to think, now what?!has anyone else become resentful of this process? I have wanted children my whole life but this process is wearing on me. I hate the thought of even one more month of this. I'm emotionally drained, and im contemplating taking a break, maybe til sometime next year. Don't get me wrong, I'm blessed, and I believe in God and I know his timing is perfect, but I also know that this isn't fun anymore. This past month I got my hopes all up, I had gotten en evaporate line that I was sure was my BFP, well bummer when it wasn't. It makes it that much worse now that I cnt even trust my hpts!! Im not excited any more, I don't let myself get my hopes up because I'm scared it's going to just come crashing down on me. Any one have any advice? Or is anyone in the same boat?! I need some support because I feel like no one understands!! How is this so easy for everyone else?!?

 

[Joyfull3]

I'm in the same boat.
My Husband and I tried for a few years with no luck (he deployed twice within that time). So...we took a break. Concentrated on getting healthy and losing weight. Now a year later we are trying again. I know exactly what you're feeling, and it's not easy. Just know that you're not alone. Good luck.