kaylamariee
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Hey ladies, this may be long..
So my OH has been on house arrest since valentines day and he's going to be done May 14th (charges were from waaay before, he's not a huge criminal or anything)
He's been SO grumpy lately, we get in fights over little things and I get so emotional but just go in our room cause I don't want him to see me breakdown..
He gets upset over little things.
I try to do everything to make him happy, clean the whole apartment, cook dinner etc.. This is when I get back from school and have to work and my back is KILLING me and everything hurts..
I feel like I hardly get any attention, and I feel like I'm frustrating him or something..
On top of that I just got over a bad episode of anxiety where I didn't want to get out of bed, shower, or eat (obviously I did, but I forced myself), I'm just starting to feel better because doctor prescribed me medication that is safe for pregnancy..
I just wish I had someone there for me more emotionally
We hardly cuddle, I just want someone to hug me or tell me everything will be okay.
I don't know how to talk to him !
We don't even DTD anymore, he told me in the beginning that after a point it would stop because he's uncomfortable.. I legit thinks he thinks he's gonna hurt the baby or something? But I feel like a whale, and he hardly touches me which makes me feel 10000x worse about myself!
Everytime I ask why is he mad? He says 'I'm mad because you always accuse me of being mad'
Wtf ! No I don't.. I keep my thoughts to myself cause I don't want you to get pissed !
I know he would never hit me or anything, I just feel lonely and don't know what to do.
I feel like breaking down any minute, I'm just so sad !
It may just be hormones, but I don't know..
Any advice ladies?
Needed to vent x
So my OH has been on house arrest since valentines day and he's going to be done May 14th (charges were from waaay before, he's not a huge criminal or anything)
He's been SO grumpy lately, we get in fights over little things and I get so emotional but just go in our room cause I don't want him to see me breakdown..
He gets upset over little things.
I try to do everything to make him happy, clean the whole apartment, cook dinner etc.. This is when I get back from school and have to work and my back is KILLING me and everything hurts..
I feel like I hardly get any attention, and I feel like I'm frustrating him or something..
On top of that I just got over a bad episode of anxiety where I didn't want to get out of bed, shower, or eat (obviously I did, but I forced myself), I'm just starting to feel better because doctor prescribed me medication that is safe for pregnancy..
I just wish I had someone there for me more emotionally
We hardly cuddle, I just want someone to hug me or tell me everything will be okay.
I don't know how to talk to him !
We don't even DTD anymore, he told me in the beginning that after a point it would stop because he's uncomfortable.. I legit thinks he thinks he's gonna hurt the baby or something? But I feel like a whale, and he hardly touches me which makes me feel 10000x worse about myself!
Everytime I ask why is he mad? He says 'I'm mad because you always accuse me of being mad'
Wtf ! No I don't.. I keep my thoughts to myself cause I don't want you to get pissed !
I know he would never hit me or anything, I just feel lonely and don't know what to do.
I feel like breaking down any minute, I'm just so sad !
It may just be hormones, but I don't know..
Any advice ladies?
Needed to vent x