something amazing in the sky...

[BobDog]

so,

yesterday was memorial day for us, we have lost 6 babies in early mc, and i wanted to do something to commemorate them, so we went to the shops and got 6 little posies of flowers. we then went down to one of the beaches near us that has a disused peir, we dropped them one by one into the sea. it was lovely, i watched them drift off a a bit.

as i was dropping the flowers in the sea i was asking myself, the universe and God to give me something, anything, a sign that we were going to be ok, that we were going to get our baby, that i'd be pregnant now, or soon, and that this time the baby would stay with us. not sure if that makes sense... i guess, i just needed something to show me that all the pain and loss would come to something and we weren't just being made to suffer for giggles...

anyway, come bed time i was letting the dog out before bed time and it was a BEAUTIFUL night, and i have to say, i never really pay attention to the sky at night, well, because its usually cloudy and rainy, but last night i looked up and what i saw was nothing but spectacular!

not only that but there was what looked like a star crashing into another star and it they both went shooting across the sky. In that moment, i just knew i was OK, it was like a rush, a rush of happiness and peace. and i knew that that was my sign. that was the universe or God telling me that something is going to go good for us. and it was like something in me changed. it was like something magical happened inside of me.

i can't explain it. i just sound like a mad woman... well i felt like a mad woman when i was telling my hubby about this in bed last night...

so that is my something amazing in the sky.


have you had one of these moments when you feel magical and a rush of happiness and peace??

 

[NavyWife84]

Wow! Thank you for this post! I am really moved by your experience! I don't really have any experiences like this but I do often look at the sky and lose my breath over its beauty. I have to cross a bridge to and from work every day and have to remind myself to keep my eyes on the road as I am so taken by the beauty. I can't imagine seeing what you saw! Definitely a good sign I will be praying for you!

 

[BobDog]

Aww

yeah, i'm not a star gazer, i barely ever look up, i'm so busy looking forward and rushing around, but something deffo made me look up that time, and i am so glad i did!!!

 

[~Hope~]

I'm so sorry for your losses Jen - and that sounds like a truly magical experience. FX that the only giggles in your future are from a beautiful son or daughter x

 

[LizMcD]

Wow that is amazing. Things like that can bring lots of hope so im pleased it happened to you.

I may be paranoid but i have a little card sitting on my bedroom unit with 'Somebody loves you' on which my mum and dad gave us when we were diagnosed with our 'problems' ... the other day after i'd been grumbling that no-one was looking out for us, I found this card lying in the middle of the bedroom floor, yet no-one had touched it! I thought it must be a sign that someone is looking after us and trying to show us!

It may be nothing but meant a lot and wanted to share
xx

 

[little_star7]

I love hearing about these kinds of stories. So uplifting, especially when i was feeling down. Thank you for sharing.

I wanted a sign the other day and a baby deer came to my window and was looking at me, so i went up to the window and talked to it, then its momma came and they skipped happily across the lawn. I am hoping this is a sign.
I love deer