i feel so lost and i just wanna curl up and be miserable lol but aidy says no he says he just doesnt love me anymore and he hasnt for a while. i knew we were crap but i never expected this our rents till august so we have to keep our house till then. my parents house is too dirty for aidy as they have two massive dogs. i have no idea where else to go so were staying here till august but staying in seperate rooms he smashed my laptop against the wall into loads of little pieces while we were arguing and that thing meant loads to me wierdly. hes been a shit dad but i just cant imagine life without him i so want to work things out but how the hell do you recover from 'i dont love you'