Posting these thoughts to see if you ladies agree that I'm seeing correct in thinking that my hubby and I are seeing improvements.
First, I want to apologize because this information will end up being too much information I'm sure. I'm sorry if I embarrass anyone.
My DH had always had a great sex drive, but, over the last approximately three years, his desire has steadily declined. Over the last year and half to 2 years, he has been having to "milk" the rest of his ejaculate out after he withdrew. When he did this, what would come out would be white and creamy. We were sure that not much was left inside me then.
In the past, while we were still using condoms or I was using my hand for him, he would only have a few clear drops come dripping out afterwards.
Since he has been taking the Alive! Men's Energy multivitamin/multimineral, the Fertility Blend For Men, and the Fish Oil, I've noticed that during this last week that we've made love, that the only thing I see after he withdraws is a few clear drops! I pray that means that all his "goodness" is getting into me.
He still hasn't started using the Axiron Testosterone Gel. He seems hesitant about using it. Since the doctor told him that his count was low and that his testosterone is on the lower end of the scale, DH has felt like less of a man. I have been working hard to build his confidence back. I keep reminding him his loving Christian character and his intelligence and not his sperm are what truly make him a man. Hubby promises me that he'll start to use the Axiron very soon.
I start to get excited and optimistic that we'll have our first tiny miracle but then quickly sink back down when I remember that his morphology and motility were low, too.
According to the ovulation calculators/calendars I use on-line, I am either still just within or just out of my fertile area. The last couple of months, I've started AF on the 14th.

This month, the 14th is my birthday. What a gift it would be to not have that visit this month because of pink or blue!
Love and baby blessings to you all!

Please let me know what you think.