starbucks101
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Hi Girls 
Hope everyone is doing OK! I am hoping to use this thread as abit of a blog/journal...
I am FAT, and I really struggle to do anything about it.. Whilst I know the difference between good and bad foods etc... I grew up watching my mums own awful relationship with food & eating disorders that I just don't know how to deal with food. I was never good enough for my Bio Dad and constantly rejected by him & ended up with my own eating disorders over the years.
I either eat to much or dont eat at all & ive been through counselling and on meds and god possibly every diet in the world lol and never manage to find a diet that works with me. Some pretty crappy stuff has happened in my past too.
Sooo.... I've decided I am going to have a gastric band
It may seem drastic to some but I have exaughsted all options and ended up even heavier!
I am not "fat" enough to get one on the NHS or have any of the other aliments you need to qualify... So I will have to go private, Although I can easily afford the repayments on the finance I cant get it due to an ex screwing me over and f*cking my credit file!
So instead I will have to save for one, I have found the company I will use and I will be going abroad to have it done at the cost of £4895 so I reckon to include ferries over there etc i need to save £5k!
I have no idea how long its going to take to save £5k but I'll get there in the end.
So starting from this morning as Day 1 I have just transfered £2.64 into my brand new empty ISA so...
£2.64 down £4998.36 to go!

Hope everyone is doing OK! I am hoping to use this thread as abit of a blog/journal...
I am FAT, and I really struggle to do anything about it.. Whilst I know the difference between good and bad foods etc... I grew up watching my mums own awful relationship with food & eating disorders that I just don't know how to deal with food. I was never good enough for my Bio Dad and constantly rejected by him & ended up with my own eating disorders over the years.
I either eat to much or dont eat at all & ive been through counselling and on meds and god possibly every diet in the world lol and never manage to find a diet that works with me. Some pretty crappy stuff has happened in my past too.
Sooo.... I've decided I am going to have a gastric band

I am not "fat" enough to get one on the NHS or have any of the other aliments you need to qualify... So I will have to go private, Although I can easily afford the repayments on the finance I cant get it due to an ex screwing me over and f*cking my credit file!

So instead I will have to save for one, I have found the company I will use and I will be going abroad to have it done at the cost of £4895 so I reckon to include ferries over there etc i need to save £5k!
I have no idea how long its going to take to save £5k but I'll get there in the end.
So starting from this morning as Day 1 I have just transfered £2.64 into my brand new empty ISA so...
£2.64 down £4998.36 to go!
