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[Becyboo__x]

I can decide at last min if i wana go or not shuv my clothes on lol but its just then if my mate dont change her mind again and says i cant go to even have a drink beforehand like i know she will.. i defo wont go cause i aint getting dropped off on my own outside the place ill feel a complete divv

 

[EmziixBo0o]

invite jay round or somethink watch some tv and have a little drink with him.. its company!

tbh bec id feel the same! thats how i get like.
i hate how my 2 bestest friends are rubbing it in my face how
they are going to malia and all this!!

 

[Becyboo__x]

Nah he dont drink.. so be waste time plus im guna be with him all saturday and sunday so itll be too much and hell just want to be around mason not keep me company lol "/ .. id ask jay to come but then hell just be sat there gormin all night cause he dont know anyone.

These 2 people the girls party who it is and the other girl were my best mates but just soon as i got preg they went there own ways and now there best mates and iv been like pushed out of it "/ it was always the same when they got bfs aswell though they came before best mates lol.. and now 1 of them can drive they go everywhere together i never even got invited to go out in car or owt .. i give up relying on people or even thinkin i have good friends anymore.

 

[EmziixBo0o]

ALL my friends seem like there the best ever.. but they really aint
just rub things in my face
my suposingly best friend that used to tell me everythink goes to tel me somethink and then goes ohh doesnt matter u have enough going on..
its like she thinks i cant listen!

now when i see people ringin my fone i cant be bothered to answer.. unless they text they get a reply.. but i just think im not gunna answer my fone and be nice to u cus ur only start bragging about somethink

 

[Becyboo__x]

It would of been diff if i didnt get preg but my friend who can drive (becki) shes only child and shes spoilt tbh and she always rubs that in peoples faces cause she always buys the best presents for people and always has the most expensive clothes just always something new and flashy.. but after we left school everything chanegd cause like she went to 6 form and carried on school and other mate went college and i didnt do anything lol cause i didnt know what i wanted to do.. weird how becki was my best friend since like first year of primary.. and i said we'd never lose contact but tbh we have alot she just talks to me when it suits her.

Id say keep your close mates but they all turn agenst you in end lol theres usually only 1 person and i have someone and she was 1 of my best friends in secondary and shes always been there for me but i barely get to see her now cause i hate going into where she lives cause of my ex lol

 

[EmziixBo0o]

sometimes i cant be bothered to make the effort to go meet them or somethink tho!
weird
everybody always says wer always stay in touch + all that but yu never do..

ive just got back intouch with 1 my old bestmates from secondary, only because shes pregnant now shes turned 2 me like..
and out best mate also called becky lmao im meeting her tomorrow for abit..
shes in collage on the same day as me but i hate going! and its only once every 2 weeks... i gotta go every monday now to try complete level 3 + i cba!

but yeah..
its like sophie and kiera my 2 bestiest wer like come on holiday in june

and then was like nooo next year..
funny how they are goin away in june this year..
even if they ment next year it will be LO birthday if i go over due i said no chance!
plus i wont leave LO while so young! would be her first holiday next year FX xx

 

[annawrigley]

urgh i know how you both feel, my friends are being complete letdowns atm too :/
its kinda my fault,i let them walk all over me i always am like "oh yeah thats fine dont worry about it" to their face or over the phone or whatever then realise afterwards how pissed off i actually am and how shit they treat me! to cut a long story short i ended up practically running from one end of town to the other today in the freezing cold 35 weeks pregnant because id been ditched twice over, only to end up going to this thing on my own we were meant to go to together :/ not impressed with my "friends" right now! xxx

 

[QuintinsMommy]

yeah, my friendships have you really changed when I became pregnant/a mom lol. I don't really have any friend anymore.

 

[annawrigley]

they just seem to see my baby as a doll and like its just gonna appear one day for them to all coo over and until then i'm perfectly able to do everything i used to.. which im really not
i dont think they'll fully understand until they're pregnant themselves! your WHOLE life changes!

 

[QuintinsMommy]

I miss sleeping ='(

 

[Jas029]

they just seem to see my baby as a doll and like its just gonna appear one day for them to all coo over and until then i'm perfectly able to do everything i used to.. which im really not
i dont think they'll fully understand until they're pregnant themselves! your WHOLE life changes!

Soooo true..

Some girls act like pregnancy is nothing and wish they were in my position or something.. Like.. wtf? You think this is easy?!!

Then after birth.. whoof

 

[Becyboo__x]

they just seem to see my baby as a doll and like its just gonna appear one day for them to all coo over and until then i'm perfectly able to do everything i used to.. which im really not
i dont think they'll fully understand until they're pregnant themselves! your WHOLE life changes!

When i was preg people like took a step back from me and like basically ignored me alot and didnt invite me out and to partys all cause i was preg.. and now masons here suddenly iv got alot of people asking if they can come over and see him.. and im like WTF no.. specially as most i havent spoke to for like a good year or even seen .. its abit pathetic tbh .. and my sister whos 20 seems to think she can just come over and take mason to see her friends :S.. im like hes not going without me and it would be nice to get asked first and i dont want her friends meeting my baby specially as i barely know these people its abit weird tbh.. No1 will realise what its like and how things do change till they actual are in your position and then they will turn to you and ask for advice i can garentee lol.

I miss sleeping ='(

Me too
i have the mardyest little boy ever i think lol

 

[EmziixBo0o]

Arr i cant be bothered with some of them..
some of my mates really are making the effort, its just i cant be bothered..
why would i want to go the pub just to sit there drinking pop?
not that fun for me..

thing is i used to be such a laugh now i just feel boring?
LOL

 

[QuintinsMommy]

oh I had such a hard night with quintin he would not sleep. he was screaming and I was crying. thank god he went to sleep for a bit this morning and I got a little bit of sleep

 

[QuintinsMommy]

My apartment is such a mess and I'm so tired.lol I feel like I never sleep anymore.
My dad is coming over to see Quintin today, he hasn't seen him since the hospital.
He said he bring formula I hope he brings the right kind cause I'm running low
but tomorrow a shop has my formula on sale for $22 its reg. $28 and I have two 10 dollars off coupons! so that only 12 bucks each.lol. such a deal.

 

[EmziixBo0o]

aw im so angry, kierans pulled a fast one on me.. wants to go his mates for a drink.. but its the mate that had all them partys.. so obviously his moms going away for anight + they are gunna have a party? mm im not happy at all..

 

[QuintinsMommy]

awe thats no good emma do you know forsure hes having a party?

 

[Jas029]

So.. this is gonna be TMI but I'm curious if any of you would have any idea..

This morning I got up and when I went to the bathroom my pad was SOAKED I mean SOAKED in VD.. The part my pad didn't cover was all completely soaked too..
It's not like muscusy or anything it was mainly clear a little white.. But my cervix is already open and it wasn't like muscusy at all.. So it wasn't my plug..
And it wasn't like completely clear odorless or anything so it wasn't like a little bit of my water breaking or something..

Just a hugee increase in VD I suppose? I seriously don't know why it was or what it was or what caused it or anything but I'm hoping it's a sign of labor (Doubtful)

For an increase in VD that was definitely a big amount!!

(Pleasee Riley come soon!)

 

[QuintinsMommy]

I'm not sure, I know I got more VD near the end but I didn't really have loads.

 

[EmziixBo0o]

well, in the end i went out.. with my friend, i had a feeling he would end up at the club we went 2.. so he got caught out but i said to him i might be going town..
but it wasnt town we went 2 anyway..

but he was like ar im only goin pub + ryans..

so im angry because he never told me, we had a row.. he ended it.. then some lad tried to dance with me he said to the lad narr i wouldnt shes taken..
i said why u doing that for u just ended it + he said i ent letting no lads try it with u tonight. + he had money for alcohol.. but wheres my valentines card?!?!