On 19th January, I went in to labour early at 15+6 days. I first had a bleed at 9 weeks, I went to a&e and was sent for an early scan, where I first my baby's heartbeat fluttering away. I then continued to bleed every so often and wasn't expecting anything good to come of my 12 week scan. So on Christmas eve I went for me scan, and I was so shocked to see my very active baby flipping around. I still didn't feel right, It didn't feel anything like my previous pregnancies. I had excruciating back pain and was still bleeding on and off. I tried to relax and convince myself it was all in my head, but on that dreaded Tuesday, I was meant to go to work but I phoned in and explained I need to go to he hospital. I got there and was sent home with antibiotics to treat another urine infection (the doctor, didn't check me or the baby's hb.) I went home and slept most of the day, picked the kids up from school, done the normal dinner ect, and put them to bed. About 8 O'clock, my waters broke and shortly after my tiny perfect baby was born. I bled a lot and ended up having to have emergency surgery to remove the placenta and had a blood transfusion. It has been a rollercoaster of emotions over the last few months and I have just got my BFP but I'm not feeling pregnant and I'm panicking something will go wrong. The only positive is I haven't got the back pain or the constant urine infection I had in my last pregnancy.
I haven't been giving a definitive answer as to why it happened, They think the most likely cause is that my placenta didn't attach properly and the bleeding irritated my waters causing them to break. They don't think it was caused by infection although they aren't 100% sure. The other possible cause is incompetent cervix.
Any reassuring rainbows? I so badly want to believe all will be ok but I have a constant doubt in my head
I haven't been giving a definitive answer as to why it happened, They think the most likely cause is that my placenta didn't attach properly and the bleeding irritated my waters causing them to break. They don't think it was caused by infection although they aren't 100% sure. The other possible cause is incompetent cervix.
Any reassuring rainbows? I so badly want to believe all will be ok but I have a constant doubt in my head