supportive words needed :(

[PrincessZ]

Hello, Sorry long post just would like a hug
I had a miscarriage 6 weeks start of last year, an ectopic pregnancy in July which was treated by injection as wouldn't naturally. Now forward we try again. This is my first month trying again. And all of a sudden its hit me how scared I am. I might not be pregnant yet (find out next week) but very crampy (few other symptoms) and pain in shoulder. All I think is oh its happening again! even if it isn't how do you go on. I thought id be over it as first one was over a year ago now but I feel even if it isn't ectopic I will never be able to relax
Hospital said I will get a scan at 6 weeks to ensure all is in place this time around, so although that is only two weeks from finding out to wait, I now think I am not ready for all of this again!!

 

[maryanne1987]

Hugs hun! Try not to stress too much. I know it's hard. I'm a nervous mess again this pregnancy even though I already have my rainbow. There's a really nice ttc after a loss section here. Met some lovely ladies on there when I was ttc our second. They supported me through so much. Hope you get your bfp very soon!

 

[LouOscar01]

I didn't have an ectopic but feel the same about miscarriage in general. i'm just terrified. I cried and I was shaking when I got my positive result. it just marks the most crippling anxiety imaginable.

 

[JemmaLouise]

agree with pp's, miscarriage is one of the most awful experiences and leaves you in an emotional mess... TRY to think positive even though it's easier said than done I wish you well hun xx