Aw Chan it sounds like you are having an awful time at the moment
I'm sure your brother is lovely but don't you just feel that the wrong people are getting pregnant, it seems to be a collection of mean/negligent/cruel women.
I read the comments of hundreds of women of the TTC and LTTTC pages on this site and wish that it was those women (including us) who had little bundles of joy on the way instead. But no...
I have mega sore boobs today so very hopeful that I OV'd in past couple of days

not too keen on doing the digital tests (I'm guessing what your abbrievation means) or mapping my temps - I go a little too crazy if I do all that, I just try to have regular sex (every 36 ish hours mid-cycle and every 2/3 days for the rest of the cycle, excl. AF).
I have hospital appt on Friday so hoping that my blood tests will be in so I can find out if I did actually OV (will also find out what my egg reserve is like,as had ovarian drilling in Dec and worried it has killed off my eggs!

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It will be our turn soon, it has to be...
Take care - speak soon