dizzyisacow
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im not home yet,but im out of the hospital,im at mils and going home later on today, and since theres a computer here and im bored ill write my birth story.
February 1st i went in for my scheduled ceserean section,before leaving home i threw up and had a headache,i think it was nerves?
i went to the hospital, they prepared me,i got babys clothes ready and put my stuff in my room, then they took me off to the epidural room
this is where it went a bit wrong. she must have put 7/8 holes in me but couldnt find the area between the bone because im too fat. she didnt say that of course but asked if i gained too much weight and asked in a jokey way where is your spine and how much do you weigh. 
yeah i know boring you all with my weight again 
the whole time i found a moto to say in my head to help me deal with it, i kept saying to myself stop beeing such a pussy
but it helped!
anyway she tried and after making me shake from the sitting bent over for so long and getting prodded she said i have to give you general anesthesia
they put me on the thingamajingy to go to surgery, DH was outside and as soon as i saw him i burst in tears and told him i dont want ANYONE seeing him before me,excluding him of course.i wasnt nervous about the stupid surgery i just wanted to see him beeing born and have my husband beside me.
so they take me in stick a catheter in my vagina,strap my hands down,then the doc put some of that yellow thing on my tummy and they raised the curtain, the whole time i keep saying in my head just put me under and then do this shit ffs. i was still crying btw.
then they put the mask over my face and told me to take deep breaths.
the next thing i remember is hearing people talking and the anesthesiologist telling me its over and to wake up.
OUCH OUCH OUCH FKIN OUCH
a c section with an epidural i didnt feel a thing, but i woke up and felt my tumy beeing ripped apart and i couldnt really wake up for a few minutes,all i could do was shout it hurts it hurts and snorted like a pig after each time of saying that
by the time i came around i was alone in the hallway where they leave you to recover for a bit while they monitor your blood pressure. it hurt but i shutted up and just waited.
after this i dont know what the heck happened and im pissed off about it because i dont remember shit. i assume they took me to my room and brought the baby to me but i still had double vision and wasnt all there so dont remember i just realised this before i left the hospital and it made me cry because i dont remember. i think i breastfed him too?
anywhoo the next thing i do remember is my parents and mil in the room and when i clearly saw Theo he was exactly as i had a dream about him, he was the double of his dad
dark hair and the same face!
i told them he is to be breastfed only and no dummy, and im proud to say thats what happened, he sleeps for up to 4/5 hours and wakes up for some milk, he has a bit of trouble latching but then he feeds for ages and falls asleep again
my recovery has been great, the first day it hurt alot because of my womb contracting, then it dissolved to periodish pain, im alot better than last time though because the first day i made sure i moved around alot in the bed,i sat up and pulled myself up and the second day i walked and things so now i dont feel any pain except when i get up and im perfectly fine.
ari loves his brother and keeps wanting to see him and hold him and gets upset when he leaves! he kept pointing and the drip in my hand and saying mama ouch and giving it a kiss
Theo is currently asleep in his cowsuit and im waiting for DH to finish some jobs he has to do so we can go home already! and i can post pics of mr perfect!
not many people like his name but i dont care, i have to repeat it and spell it out and they even asked me why i would name him that 
other things to note is that i felt lonely there, not many people came to see me and i didnt have a single ballon or teddy bear, and while i breastfed i felt kind of depressed and a feeling of shame
anyways thats what happened!
good to be back on BnB
oooooh duh he was born at 8.12am 3.030 kilos
pics!!
https://img842.imageshack.us/img842/516/theod.jpg
https://img26.imageshack.us/img26/9682/theo2.jpg
https://img10.imageshack.us/img10/8787/theo3.jpg
https://img593.imageshack.us/img593/2998/theo4.jpg
https://img88.imageshack.us/img88/4169/theo5.jpg
https://img121.imageshack.us/img121/5039/theoo.jpg
it doesnt look like him, he looks alot smaller than that!
February 1st i went in for my scheduled ceserean section,before leaving home i threw up and had a headache,i think it was nerves?
i went to the hospital, they prepared me,i got babys clothes ready and put my stuff in my room, then they took me off to the epidural room
this is where it went a bit wrong. she must have put 7/8 holes in me but couldnt find the area between the bone because im too fat. she didnt say that of course but asked if i gained too much weight and asked in a jokey way where is your spine and how much do you weigh. yeah i know boring you all with my weight again the whole time i found a moto to say in my head to help me deal with it, i kept saying to myself stop beeing such a pussy
but it helped!anyway she tried and after making me shake from the sitting bent over for so long and getting prodded she said i have to give you general anesthesia
they put me on the thingamajingy to go to surgery, DH was outside and as soon as i saw him i burst in tears and told him i dont want ANYONE seeing him before me,excluding him of course.i wasnt nervous about the stupid surgery i just wanted to see him beeing born and have my husband beside me.
so they take me in stick a catheter in my vagina,strap my hands down,then the doc put some of that yellow thing on my tummy and they raised the curtain, the whole time i keep saying in my head just put me under and then do this shit ffs. i was still crying btw.
then they put the mask over my face and told me to take deep breaths.
the next thing i remember is hearing people talking and the anesthesiologist telling me its over and to wake up.
OUCH OUCH OUCH FKIN OUCH
a c section with an epidural i didnt feel a thing, but i woke up and felt my tumy beeing ripped apart and i couldnt really wake up for a few minutes,all i could do was shout it hurts it hurts and snorted like a pig after each time of saying that
by the time i came around i was alone in the hallway where they leave you to recover for a bit while they monitor your blood pressure. it hurt but i shutted up and just waited.
after this i dont know what the heck happened and im pissed off about it because i dont remember shit. i assume they took me to my room and brought the baby to me but i still had double vision and wasnt all there so dont remember
i just realised this before i left the hospital and it made me cry because i dont remember. i think i breastfed him too?anywhoo the next thing i do remember is my parents and mil in the room and when i clearly saw Theo he was exactly as i had a dream about him, he was the double of his dad
dark hair and the same face! i told them he is to be breastfed only and no dummy, and im proud to say thats what happened, he sleeps for up to 4/5 hours and wakes up for some milk, he has a bit of trouble latching but then he feeds for ages and falls asleep again
my recovery has been great, the first day it hurt alot because of my womb contracting, then it dissolved to periodish pain, im alot better than last time though because the first day i made sure i moved around alot in the bed,i sat up and pulled myself up and the second day i walked and things so now i dont feel any pain except when i get up and im perfectly fine.
ari loves his brother and keeps wanting to see him and hold him and gets upset when he leaves! he kept pointing and the drip in my hand and saying mama ouch and giving it a kiss
Theo is currently asleep in his cowsuit and im waiting for DH to finish some jobs he has to do so we can go home already! and i can post pics of mr perfect!
not many people like his name
but i dont care, i have to repeat it and spell it out and they even asked me why i would name him that other things to note is that i felt lonely there, not many people came to see me and i didnt have a single ballon or teddy bear, and while i breastfed i felt kind of depressed and a feeling of shame
anyways thats what happened!
good to be back on BnB
oooooh duh
he was born at 8.12am 3.030 kilospics!!
https://img842.imageshack.us/img842/516/theod.jpg
https://img26.imageshack.us/img26/9682/theo2.jpg
https://img10.imageshack.us/img10/8787/theo3.jpg
https://img593.imageshack.us/img593/2998/theo4.jpg
https://img88.imageshack.us/img88/4169/theo5.jpg
https://img121.imageshack.us/img121/5039/theoo.jpg
it doesnt look like him, he looks alot smaller than that!
.xx
But I bet he is gorgeous and I'm so happy your bf is going well! Can't wait to see pics of the little tyke!
