Hey girls, I'm sorry if this question is too personal... For anyone who's a "desperate housewife'er" you'll probably know what i'm babbling on about in my non-sensical way. When Gabby lost her bean she was taken to a field and given a balloon. The guy who took her to the field said "this balloon is your babys soul, when you are ready you will be able to let go" I bawled my eyes out watching that episode, cos i could relate to it, and everytime i have a big cry over my angels Graham suggests doing the balloon, and i always say i'd never be able to let go. Have you tried it? Would you consider it? Again sorry if its too personal, you don't have to answer, i just wondered, cos i'd like to do it but the thought of letting go makes me bawl!!