The Lovely Looney Great Pretenders

[mushmouth]

I'm working in the spare room with The windows wide open!

 

[4magpies]

Gawd I would love to work from home. My mum does alot. Its amazing she sits there with JK in the background in her dressing gown! Lol. Its the future.

xx

 

[mushmouth]

Lol it makes me wish we had a garden too! French doors will have to do... And I'm actually dressed today! Whoop

 

[pink23]

happy birthday ellie x
Hope everyones ok. The weather is really nice. I wish i could go to the sea side.
I've just been shopping and got some steak for tomorrows tea yummy.
I hope my parents have a bbq , i havent been to on in ages. mmm hot dogs and onions.x

 

[mushmouth]

I hoping my mum has a BBQ too Faye! lol, well saying that, I have a BBQ in her garden... she just sits with her feet in the paddling pool! ha

 

[DJ987]

Omg I want a paddling pool!! My mum has one I might go steal it... And she has a octopus sprinkle that shoots water out it's legs

my office window only opens 3 inches. How rubbish is that! I wish I was at home sat in the garden although the grass does need cutting it's a little on the long side!! x

 

[Ley]

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around. Been feeling a bit run down lately. Mum has taken a turn for the worse and I'm just struggling to deal with it all right now.

Hope you are ok x

 

[pink23]

i wish i had a garden all the windows in the flat are wide open. Its gets really hot in the flat. I think i will get a paddling pool for my mom's house then caleb can go in it x

 

[mushmouth]

Ley _ I hope your mom gets better soon hon! U know where I am if you need me!

DJ - a few weeks ago when it wasnt very hot (maybe a couple months now! lol) we had the paddling pool with WARM water in... omg it was so nice

 

[Ley]

Thanks hun, it's just a bit mental at the moment and I'm struggling to hold it together. We were at the hospital yesterday and it was really hard. It bought it home to me how ill and fragile she is and when I came home I just burst out crying and couldn't stop.
They said something about having to repeat that particular test in a years time and I found myself wondering if she would even still be here by then.

 

[mushmouth]

Oh hon how did the tests go yesterday? your Moms a proper little fighter!

 

[4magpies]

Sorry to hear about you mum Ley.

You know we are all here for you.

Lots of love and hugs coming your way.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[DJ987]

Sorry to hear about you Mum, Ley. You know where we all are if you need anything

Take care xxx

 

[pink23]

sorry about your mom ley sending you hugs x

 

[Ley]

thanks everyone
yesterdays test was to check for internal bleeding and thankfully it was all clear.
She has to have a bone density scan soon and then it's back to the consultant for the full results and to find out what happens next.

 

[mushmouth]

no internal bleeding is a good sign surely! Hun shes got the docs on the case... they're looking after her.

3 weeks till you're in sunny skeggy!

 

[Ley]

I know hun it's just hard to see her going through all this. She is going downhill so fast. I wasn't allowed on to the ward to start with but a nurse came to find me to ask me to go see her so I ran round really fast to find her crying her eyes out. She didn't know why she was crying but she was hysterical and the nurses couldn't calm her down. SHe just grabbed me and was sobbing in my arms for ages. Then the first thing she did when she came round from the sedative was ask for me so I went over (eve though I wasn't really allowed) and she just wanted me to hold her.
It's just hard to see her going through this. It's like the roles have reversed and Im the mother and she's the daughter.
She told me the other day in her kitchen that she is convinced she has cancer and is dying, I told her not to be silly and if it was something like that they would probably found it by now. And even if it was cancer, it doesn't automatically mean a death sentence. She would have treaatment and could fight it.
In 1 month she has lost almost a stone in weight so now only weighs 6 stone.

arghh sorry for going on about it, it's just hard to see her like this. Me and my mum are so close, she's my best friend.

Anyway, whats everyone been up to then? I went to visit a friend quickly today and got to have a cuddle with her 6 week old daughter. She was absolutely gorgeous but now I'm uber broody lol

 

[mushmouth]

I'd be uber broody too! Lol

awww ley that must be so hard be coping with and to see your mom going through. I wish there was something I could do to help out. She must be terrified to. Man I really feel for you all. X

 

[4magpies]

So they dont actually know whats wrong with her? That must be awful.

xxxx

 

[Princess_LV]

Aaaw Ley hun, really sorry to hear about your mum as the other ladies have said, you know where we are if you need to talk, and we will always have the time to listen to you. Don't think for one second that you are being a burden, because you are not. I really hope the docs can at least give you both some answers so that you can know what it is that you are dealing with x x x