ugh... not feeling like I could be pregnant after all my trying to stay positive thoughts. My boobs still hurt so I am holding out hope but know I will crumble when AF arrives and just in time for the holidays. The first Christmas after my dad died and I would have been due tomorrow up until to X-mas day if my pg had stuck.
Just want to bring something cheerful to myself and family as it has been a bad year. Not trying to be a downer, just feeling low and envious but happy for all the BFPs ... in a way it gives me a lot of hope that my time must be coming...!! Congrats!
Oh, and I keep having baby dreams so I am hoping it is a good thing. Unfortunately, though I dream of babies almost nightly now, they are never mine. It is a dream so how fair is that? Can't my mind even make it happen so I can enjoy it there if nowhere else? I'll tell you what... this last year has thrown my whole concept of life for a loop.
I am still very pleased as I see the December BFP list growing!! Lets keep em' coming!