The Pre Xmas Bonkers. 15 bfp!! :D Congrats girls xxx

[Wiggler]

hope you enjoy the tidying hun

just a quick question, after the light blood, how long did it take you to get a bfp? I'll probably test again tomorrow to satisfy my poas urge but am gonna save my frer tests for next week lol

took a few days for the 2 tests that were so faint i thought they were evaps (cruddy Boots tests) then another week for the Digi.

not feeling very preggers today apart from my one odd sore boob

we cant really afford it, but gonna get some tests on tuesday from poundland to reassure myself.

made a HUGE fish pie last night (6-8 servings worth) looked yummy, smelled yummy, but one bite let me know the fish was off was not a happy girly as i chucked it out.

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[EmmyReece]

I'm having a nice relaxing pj day ...

I'm sure what I can see on my tests are light pink, though some people think I'm looking at the antibody strip. It just makes me feel like I'm going a bit crazy because hardly anyone else can see what I see

I'm going to save my last frer until thursday and will do a cheapi test each morning until then and hopefully they get darker ...

that's a shame about the fish pie hun I'd have been well annoyed too

 

[Wiggler]

i still got all my fingers crossed for you (my toes too!!) and hope you get a mega dark line soon.

i'm going to make a bigger, better fish pie (then going to freeze portions) at the end of the month using good quality fish, not crappy packs of offcuts.

just went to poundland and got some tests today so will take one later. I dont think OH understands my need for reassurance. (i dont think Dylan likes poundland, the WHOLE time we was there he kept saying "oh no" over and over and over. )

also bought a HUGE bar of caramel chocolate (cadburies) and gonna attempt to make caramel choccy cupcakes/muffins later. i've never made anything like that before so it should turn out interesting

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[EmmyReece]

ohhhh that fish pie does sound very nice, and freezing it is a brilliant idea

I can't cook to save my life lol

I don't know why I'm so down on myself about the tests, I'm only 10 dpo so it's still really early considering. But I feel like I should have a darker line lol

 

[WhisperOfHope]

emmy do u temp? or did u take ov from the cm?

 

[EmmyReece]

I took ov from cm ... I kept forgetting to temp

 

[Wiggler]

emmy, i couldnt cook until about a month ago, but i got fed up with eating premade stuff where i didnt know the ingredients (i get upset tummy and i think all the additives and preservatives cause it)

dont feel down hun, like you said it is still really early!!

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[WhisperOfHope]

I took ov from cm ... I kept forgetting to temp

just that ive found that cm isnt the best indicator of ov i dont want to sound harsh or anything but also know what its like to get hopes up of something when it hasnt happend cm can just be your body trying to ov ive had as ben remnded me 3 or 4 patches of "ewcm" this cycle and still havent ovd have aldo had 2 lots of omg could i be preg had a similar test to the one you have taken too just dont want you to feel too down on urself when you could still cover your bases until either af shows of u get a bfp thats what we are going to do from now and also gonna start temping so can see when i ov when ever that will be

 

[EmmyReece]

I never remember to temp, but my opks were steadily getting slightly darker ... then I ran out and a day or so later I got ewcm lol, that's why I assumed I'd ov

 

[WhisperOfHope]

I never remember to temp, but my opks were steadily getting slightly darker ... then I ran out and a day or so later I got ewcm lol, that's why I assumed I'd ov

see i also had that hun had opks that were getting darker then ran out of them then had a patch of ewcm and thought bingo but obv hadnt and according the the book we reading its just as ur body trys to ov and hasnt quite got there the only real proof of ov is a thermal shift i hope you have ovd hun but if u do get a bfn again then just keep coverign ur bases u may just need a kick start to ov

 

[EmmyReece]

I really hope I have ov ... I'm kinda scared now

This just confirms that I might have been dreaming up these aches and pains. And I'm petrified I may have talked myself into getting my hopes up and it's going to end in a shattered broken heart

 

[WhisperOfHope]

I really hope I have ov ... I'm kinda scared now

This just confirms that I might have been dreaming up these aches and pains. And I'm petrified I may have talked myself into getting my hopes up and it's going to end in a shattered broken heart

do you know what ur lp would be? wait out until then and if no sign of af test again if thats a bfn then u just have an extra chance at catching that eggy and keep at it temp and u will be able to see for sure. i didnt want to upset you but i know how it feels and didnt want you to get urself worked up if that even makes sence?

 

[EmmyReece]

yeah it makes sense hun

I don't know what sort of lp I have, I didn't have af for 7 months because of my weight until july (and even then it was really, really light). and since me and oh have been together I've never had ewcm, so that's why I took it as a given that I'd ovulated.

I was kinda hoping that I'd implanted yesterday cos had very light spotting, that I almost missed.

just trying so hard to keep a little bit of hope, but I'm now petrified that it won't happen ... I didn't actually realise how much hope I'd got pinned on it until I actually considered the possibility that I haven't ov

 

[WhisperOfHope]

yeah it makes sense hun

I don't know what sort of lp I have, I didn't have af for 7 months because of my weight until july (and even then it was really, really light). and since me and oh have been together I've never had ewcm, so that's why I took it as a given that I'd ovulated.

I was kinda hoping that I'd implanted yesterday cos had very light spotting, that I almost missed.

just trying so hard to keep a little bit of hope, but I'm now petrified that it won't happen ... I didn't actually realise how much hope I'd got pinned on it until I actually considered the possibility that I haven't ov

i really didnt want to upset you its not over until u bleed or u get that bfp so what either way keep ur bases coverd thats what we are going to do from now on long cycles suck but hey just think about that reward at the end of it

 

[EmmyReece]

it's ok hunni, cos I need to be prepared one way or the other ...

 

[WhisperOfHope]

it's ok hunni, cos I need to be prepared one way or the other ...

u will get ur sticky baba one way or the other

 

[EmmyReece]

I upped the contrast on the pic and the line is showing very faint, but pink ... but got told I shouldn't have to alter the contrast or invert a pic for people to be able to see it just wanted people to see what I did

 

[WhisperOfHope]

I upped the contrast on the pic and the line is showing very faint, but pink ... but got told I shouldn't have to alter the contrast or invert a pic for people to be able to see it just wanted people to see what I did

just had a look cant see anything on ur first ones but can see something slightly red on the contrasted ones

 

[EmmyReece]

it always happens this way, I'll notice something and someone makes me feel like I'm looking into it too much (not you hun) and getting my hopes up too much and then I get really paranoid ...

I've tried changing the contrast on some of my evaps and none of them have ever come back with a pinky line

 

[WhisperOfHope]

it always happens this way, I'll notice something and someone makes me feel like I'm looking into it too much (not you hun) and getting my hopes up too much and then I get really paranoid ...

I've tried changing the contrast on some of my evaps and none of them have ever come back with a pinky line

i know who u mean she did the same with me on one of my tests when i did infact have a chemichal