Thinking back....

[kermie219]

Well it's been 5w 3d since I was in the hospital having a m/c and I have actually been ok until yesterday when we finally got the call saying we could pick up our...as they call it "product" so that we can bury him like first planned. When I signed the form saying I wanted our baby back I didn't realize it would take nearly 6 weeks. Well needless to say it has brought up a lot a feelings that I thought were being sorted but now thinking maybe they were just being buried. We started "trying" again pretty much right after I stopped bleeding. By trying I don't mean taking ov tests or temping or anything just doing our own thing and seeing what happens. My first just came on Monday dh actually seemed kind of upset that I wasn't pregnant yet. I think we both just want me to be pregnant so bad, I just hope I don't feel like this at every af. Well this is more just ranting than anything else. So tomorrow we pick up our 1st little one bury him and plant the tree we have for him and try and put all this pain to rest.

sorry if this post doesn't make much sense just had to get it out.

Hope everyone feels better soon thanks for listening

 

[superp123]

Sorry for you loss hun. Sending lots of hugs.

 

[Jkelmum]

A tree is a lovely idea xxx

 

[todteach]

Sending you

 

[Shelby2007]

Thinking of you honey.. its so hard huh?

So sorry for your loss
BIG

 

[Csunshine013]

Thinking of you. Sorry for your loss.