thinking horrible thoughts

[millianaire]

i got no friends
i got no money (work full time)
i got shit job
i got no plans for wedding
i got no baby 3 yrs later
i got all my fb baby mad....
i got no hope
i feel like im trapped with the same things circling me and i cant stop crying i want to leave an never come back start again

i want this torture to be over i dont know who to talk to

 

[Hope3]

LTTTC is crap! I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I've had similar thoughts.

Do what you can to try to look after yourself emotionally. Speak to your GP about getting referred to counselling. The Infertility Network have support groups. If you get overwhelmed call the Samaritans. I did once & the person I spoke to was very sympathetic.

You're grieving as we all are who are struggling with lttc, let your tears flow.