This And That .... *Blog,Long read*.

[EloiseAndBump]

Hey everyone so i guess this is a bit of a blog/rant , Just want to share a few things along with how i'm feeling Once i start typing i get a bit carried away so if your looking for something sweet and short i'd go read another thread
I'm 35+4 days today which is crazy! It feels like yesterday I was whining about how much it was dragging . ( I attached a photo of my bump which i took yesterday)
Oh! And something i must mention which absolutely made my day! So recently iv'e decided i would really love to breastfeed, So i was just browsing ebay for electric breastpumps after searching google for them and realizing i was never going to be able to afford one considering how bloody expensive they are! Anyway i came across an auction selling a Tommee Tippee Closer to Nature Electric Breast Pump , Considering i saw them on some websites going for hundreds i was thrilled when i got it for £40.50! Bargain ! I could'nt let a bargain like that pass me by Today I also had to go for my very last blood test before i have Amelia , Thank god ! My hormones are going craazy ! One second i'm so happy i cant contain myself and the next i'm soo down ... I'm kinda hating my body lately, So i have really bad strechmarks on my stomach which i learned to deal with even though they do get to me , This might sound up myself but I've always had really good boobies and i thought i escaped them then one day i woke up and like with my stomach there slowly creeping in , not as bad as my stomach but threre still there Then that night i was in the bath and noticed them on the inside of my thighs so iv'e well and truly got a body of a momma! As werid as this sounds as much as i dislike them i love them the same ammount :') There special to me i guess and no one can ever take them away from me Even if sometimes i wish they would Paid off the rest of my buggy which is a relief so its finally all mine Iv'e got pretty much everything now just need a crib set but honestly we only have 2 baby shops where i live (Mothercare, Babies 'R' Us) and neither of them have any girl crib sets which i really annoying! Really starting to hate living at home ... I live with my mum , 2 brothers and dad. Me and my dad don't get on and it makes thing awkward and is really building tension in the house which i can't stand! As bad as this may sound , i can't stand him atm and have lost all respect for him. I also want to say thank you to the other teen mum girlys as reading all your different threads has really helped me out lately so hugs to all of you and thank you all so much Anyway , I'm blabbing now and i'm tired and have internet shopping to do so thank you for taking the time to read this and i hope you and all your beautiful bubbas are doing good ! Love to you all !
xxx