This cycle post loss is driving me crazy.

[mssk]

A little about me, I have had two consecutive losses since March 2015. DH and I lost the first at 6 weeks on March 31st and got pregnant before AF. We lost that pregnancy May 31st ( I now have decided I hate the 31st of the month ). After the first loss we wanted to ttc immediately and I had a regular ovulation around cycle day 16. This time I have no clue what is going on. We were told to not conceive for 2 cycles following this miscarriage. But, I just want AF to get here so the count down can begin . I thought I was ovulating cycle day 14 and everything was going to be regular. I felt like AF was coming. Low cramps in my back sore breasts and I am in a really bad mood sorry DH . But then I had EWCM yesterday cycle day 33?! Today back to thick white CM. and still feel AF symptoms. What the heck is going on with my body. I guess after the first loss everything happened like it should. But, this cycle I don't know what is happening it seems impossible to track. I wish that AF would just get here. This 2 cycle wait is going to kill me. I am sorry for the Rant. I just needed to say it to some one.

 

[Dollybird]

It's frustrating isn't it? I hAd a mmc in April (9+5) and a d&c, and initially we decided to wait for af but we weren't being careful to be honest. About 5 weeks after d&c I felt af was coming fair enough but it never came so I presumed maybe the cramping had been ovulation. Two weeks after that still no af and no bfp for took opk which was pos.. Thought woohoo maybe now I am ovulating.. But no. A week later af got me. So I reckon it must've been failed ovulation. I'm presuming the first round of cramps was failed ovulation too. I have pcos so irregular cycles anyways but I'm guessing the miscarriage messed things up too. Anyways I'm cd12 now and still stark white opks... Think I'm in for the long haul! Xxx