this is for all of us

[twinkle]

Hi there i just wanted to say a happy new year to all of you...and heres to 2010 being the year we all get our bfp. I have been trying to concieve for nearly 3 years....... and so i totally understand all of the pain that goes with it. Lets all look froward to a new year when statisitcally by the end of it some of us will have got our bfps and some of us may actually have our longed for little ones in our arms. I am 43 so i know that time is running out for me but i am determined to make it happen this year...i have just come across the last 2 packets of clomid that i was prescribed but have never taken due to an incredibly stressful last 8 months....my darling mum died a horrific death..but she left me and my husband enough money to get on the property ladder ( my ex husband left me so much in debt i could not afford to buy..and my new husband was in the services all his life and never owned a property) anyway we are having a beautiful 3 bedroomed house built in a little village and it will be ready in April..and we have just spent Xmas in the maldives so we have been really lucky. So we will be able to have a beautiful nursery. An yway i am rambling on now...so happy new year and just remember some of us will get ther this year...who know it could be you..i have said a prayer to my mum and asked her to help all of us..she couldnt have children so adopted me after 10 years of infertility...so she really would understand the pain we all feel......good luck to us all xxxxxx

 

[Mrs R]

Aww twinkle, what a lovely post. I'm sure wherever your mum is, she is watching over you.

Good luck for the New Year x

 

[Blue12]

Wow what a story.........best wishes for a wonderful new year to you!

 

[ladypink]

Just wanted to say I'm sorry that you have lost your mum, I'm sure she will be with you during these difficult times, hope 2010 is your year! Lots of luck xxx