Thread killer........

[CRWx]

He can be

When my mum goes out and it's just us 2 he refuses to sleep in his bed because he doesn't feel safe
so he gets in my bed and when he cuddles me it's nice but when he smacks me about 2am isn't!

Aww, that's a really weird thing to think.. I've noticed lately I'm doing nothing but staying in all day, I need to exercise I look worse than normal!

 

[~RedLily~]

Aww I wake up most morning to what feels like a broken nose from being jumped on or being smacked around the face with my phone so I can talk on it

 

[CRWx]

that's so cute but violent ha!

Oh god, there's a helicopter circling my area

 

[~RedLily~]

It's either the news or police which is a good thing means they are probably keeping an eye on what's going on before it gets out of hand there.

 

[CRWx]

I hope it is, they've stopped media here though because it's helping them spread

 

[~RedLily~]

Media..that's the word I was trying to think of but my mind went blank It will be the police then so at least they aren't just leaving it. They probably see small gangs congregating and then get the police on the ground to go deal with them.

I'm off to bed now. Hope you manage to sleep tonight. Night xx

 

[CRWx]

Night xx

 

[charlotte-xo]

morning all you all stay upto late lol

im going to kill ash this morning hes such an arse honestly. some days i just hate him I could quite easily walk out that door and not look back, well thats a depressive start to my morning lol

hows everyone today, whats everyone upto.
hope you got some sleep char.

 

[bigbetty]

What's he done - or not done - now Hun?

Fran was a nightmare again last night. She woke at 12.30 and 3am cos she ended up the wrong way round in her cot and wedged at a diagonal then had a feed at 4.30am. I'm so tired

Might take the little tinker swimming today, or to a baby group we haven't been to before. Not sure yet!

 

[charlotte-xo]

Its just like alfies been up since 4 this morning, which doesnt bother me because im so used to getting up with him early obviously id like him to sleep longer but try telling alfie that lol Its the fact that ash has only got up with alfie once in 9 months, i just cant trust him to get up with him i know hell just be in a really cranky mood and its not fair on alfie so i get up but he doesnt even offer. He still goes out every night and i dont know im just going to give it a couple more weeks and see were things head, i feel like a single parent my mums more of a dad to alfie than what ash is at the minute. he just expects me to get on with everything by myself and if i say something to him he threatens me with money all the time like 'oh well you can forget about me giving you money to go shopping, get alfies things' its not fair at all. I havent got a penny to my name, i have to ask ash for a fiver even just to go to the shop to get milk or whatever. Its just really degrading iykwim. i just give up with it, i try my best for alfie to keep trying but theres only so much i can take, i feel like if i just give up its easier but its making me feel really down.
sorry im projecting all my issues on this thread but if i dont do it here id just be sat crying all day. FML.

anyway, sorry to hear about frans sleeping i can sympathise though!! i think were going to head to derby but im scared incase something kicks off whilst im there, i know it probably wont but it is chav central

 

[bigbetty]

I'm sorry love but he is being a complete wanker!! He needs to grow up and start taking responsibility for his actions and start acting like a proper dad!

Ok so you don't earn your own money but why is that? Because you are raising the child it took BOTH of you to make! You are saving money by not working and paying childcare!

It's just childish of him to use money against you - and to threaten not buying Alfie things is just disgusting!

I think you should tell him to shape up or ship out! You both live with your mum right? He is using the place like a hotel and that isn't fair on you or your mum. I know it's not ideal but if you are a single mum there are so many benefits you can claim so at least you would have your own money.

I really hope it doesn't come to that though - he just needs to realise what a prat he is being!!!

Sorry for the rant - I'm so mad for you!!!!

Steve works bloody hard to earn money so I don't have to work and can stay home to look after Fran. He would never throw that in my face or threaten to withold money so I couldn't buy her things - we have a joint account anyway lol. He helps out with Fran and the first thing he says when he gets home is "right what needs doing tonight?" I'm not trying to brag, I just feel very lucky to have a husband who is so supportive xx

 

[CRWx]

Char, he sounds like a complete nob end

I am actually angry at him! How dare he threaten you with money for alfie's things! He's BOTH of your's son, it took two to tango lol he needs to stand up to his fucking responsibilities and be a proper dad!

Like Anna said, if it came to you being a single mum there's so much you can claim for that you wouldn't have to deal with his childish behaviour! Jesus christ he just sounds like such a dick

feel free to ring me if you need a cry xx

 

[Loui1001]

Aw Char that's not a nice start to the day

He's lucky to have you and Alfie, awful that you're made to feel like this xx

 

[CRWx]

I just crapped myself, the AA man outside was putting stuff in his van and crashing, thought they were looters

 

[charlotte-xo]

thanks guys. He is a proper bell end char weve had words and hes apologised but theres only so much i can take from him. hes promised to do more but and i feel awful saying this but alfie smiles and everything at him but hell never be like he is with me, he never settles with ash and always wants me it upsets ash that hes like that with him but im like ive been the one doing everything with him, i was there with him all day and night when he was poorly, ive been there through everything and ash is only there at play time if that.
Im not dwelling on it ive told him hes got a month to ship up or pee off and hes agreed he needs to change. idiot.


hows everyone else doing.

 

[bigbetty]

Aw I hope he sticks to it love, how can he expect Alfie to be close to him if he doesn't do anything for him or with him? Love works 2 ways.

Fran and I went swimming this afternoon - she loves it more and more every time we go!

 

[CRWx]

Char, if you ever need someone to listen i'm free & can always catch the train if you need a hug & you anna

I'm just eating my tea & waiting around to see if things kick off again tonight

What's everyone upto the rest of this week? x

 

[charlotte-xo]

hes an arse

char your so sweet

not upto much getting my extensions put in friday, went to derby today, not doing anything tomorrow having a PJ day lol and then saturday going to get mega drunk on sil's hen night who i HATE !! lol i hope no drunken talk comes out of me
you upto much..

 

[CRWx]

Aw, i'm doing my friend duties!

I always seem to be on the verge of tears lately, I have no idea what's up with me, maybe i'm insane

I'm not doing much, Thorpe Park on sunday.. my friends staying here on Saturday & i've gotta look after my brother while she's here cause' my stupid mother is never in! grrrrr!

 

[charlotte-xo]

aw wow ive never been to thorpe park.
So bored.com im even trawling youtube looking at hair tutorials

weres RL tonight.