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PixieKitty
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I have to do this, for Jack, for me, and for my health! No more smoking, snacking on greasy food, or cutting my arms to ribbons. Jack deserves better than that! Instead, it's water, carrot sticks to replace the fags and possibly upping my meds... it's going to be hard, I've been smoking (not counting when I gave up in pregnancy) for 4 years, self harming since I was 8 years old... but it stops, now! I can't fail, my little boy deserves a mummy that doesn't smell of cigarettes, who isn't bloody insane and reaching for the knife at every stupid stress. It's time to grow up and deal with life!