Time to put on my big girl pants. *big update pg5*

[Croc-O-Dile]

I obviously can't give a lot of information regarding the matter because there is a court case pending. But today I took the first step and went down to the police station to give my statement. To those of you who have me on facebook, I assume you saw the shit that went down on there. Turns out he's now stalking my FOURTEEN year old cousin and all of her friends as well.
They're going to do everything they can to see this is taken care of.

Also, I found out that if I get a restraining order pressed against him, given the situation my address will not be on the letter he receives. The only information of mine that would be on there is my first and last name. So tomorrow I get to go down to family court and fill all that paper work out.

I admitted things today that I thought I'd never have to admit. I relived things I thought I'd take to my grave. But I know it'll all be worth it when I no longer have to live in fear every day that today will be the day he finds me.

 

[stuffymuffy]

Good for you hun So sorry you had to go through all of that, but it'll be so much better I'm sure when you can feel safe for both you and Olivia.

 

[MommyGrim]

Good! I'm proud of you! I hope everything works out!

 

[Desi's_lost]

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

Thanks. The detective I dealt with was really nice and kept stressing to me that I was doing the right thing. I guess she could tell I was second guessing myself.

 

[samone00]

idnt really know the situation but im glad you can move on .

 

[Vickie]

that must have been very hard

 

[Adrienne]

I'm sorry that you're having to deal with this, sweetheart. I can't imagine how tough it is. What you did today took a lot of strength, and we're all so proud of you.

 

[sleepinbeauty]

Good for you hun. You gotta do what you gotta do sometimes.

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

I won't lie, it's easily the hardest thing I've ever done. But I know that this is what needs to be done. Nobody ever said doing the right thing was easy, only that it was worth it.

I don't know what I'd do without you girls

 

[xSophieBx]

Thats really good news hun, I hope it helps ur anxiety and u can relax and take care of Olivia now without any worries or stress xx

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

Thanks, I hope so as well.
I'm having trouble sleeping, which I guess is normal considering the situation. It's almost 3:20am here and 8:20am in England, so I'm kind of limited on the number of people that are up to keep me company right now.

And Sophie, why haven't you had her yet?!

 

[xSophieBx]

Oh Im always a early bird lol.. Shes being a stubborn madam!! I think im still leaking thou cos it stopped for abit during the day yesterday so I never rang hosp back but started again last night and this morning so Im gonna ring again.. I dont think its my fore waters thou Im wondering if its my back waters! xx

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

Yeah, that's what they thought happened to me when I went into the hospital. We never did find out what exactly I was leaking though. They confirmed it wasn't urine or my waters. I guess my goods were just having a good ol' cry.

Hopefully something kicks off soon for you!

 

[xSophieBx]

Yeh I reckon thats wot their gonna say to me.. but I spose its better to be safe then sorry! Haha having a good ol' cry. Thankyou I hope so to hehe Good luck with everything.. glad ur getting things sorted xx

 

[EmandBub]

Ally i'm so proud of you
i know it's hard and I wish you never had to go through it, but you are doing the right thing for both you and Livi
well done hon
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[cabaretmum2b]

Hun, it takes a lot of courage to do that, you should feel so proud of yourself. I know it can feel like it's never going to end, but you have to stay positive and see that you're taking the first step towards all this being over.
Good luck and well done

 

[vintage]

I don't know the situation hun, but big hugs anyway all of us BnB girls are always here xx

 

[Eabha'sMum]

hopefully this is the start of something now
xx

 

[Gracey&bump]

well done for being so brave, you really have done the right thing.
i hope things start to look up now