Today is my due date :(

[wantababybump]

Well the day I have been dreading is finally here. My due date is today and I know it's going to be so tough. Shawn took the day off work to be with me. I have one of the kids until 4pm so after he goes home Shawn and I will put our ornament on the tree and light a candle for Ava, that is when all of my emotions will finally spill. This miscarriage has been so much tougher on me because I seen her moving and her little heart beating and I found out that she was a girl. My first baby's due date came and passed and not even a blink. I just cant get my head passed that I should have been a mommy by now and holding my precious girl in my arms, instead I am ttc and not getting no where with it.

 

[Jkelmum]

 

[celine]

*hugs*

 

[Alexas Mommy]

I am glad to hear that Shawn has taken the day off to be with you, I can only imaginehow difficult today will be for you.

https://www.babyandbump.com/miscarriage-support/79389-percilla.html

 

[leeanne]

 

[NickyT75]

so sorry hun xx

 

[Cariad_bach]

Im sorry hun

 

[tillymum]

Thinking of you today and your sweet angel Ava.

 

[Drazic<3]

Thinking of you today

 

[LilMama2be]

I'm sending you lots of love :]

 

[tasha41]

 

[wantababybump]

Here are pics from my little girls day. It was as hard as I thought it would be. We lit the tree and put her ornament on beside my ornament and then each lit one candle for her than shawn held me and I just cried. He said some really sweet things about her being in a better place and that we would see her again soon, rubbed my belly and said she will be our spirit baby. Needless to say I was pretty emotional tonight and Im glad he was there.

Thanks for all the well wishes and hugs everyone. I dont know what I would do without all of you on bnb. xx

With flash and candles and tree lit
https://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk238/Percilla1987/108_1878.jpg

Without flash and candles and tree lit
https://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk238/Percilla1987/108B1850.jpg

Dove ornament, my ornament an Ava's ornament
https://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk238/Percilla1987/108_1879.jpg

 

[Alexas Mommy]

It's very beautiful

 

[Dona]

Sending you lots of

 

[Barneyboo]

x x x x

 

[SJK]

sorry darling xx

 

[eclipse]

I know I'm late on this, but I'm so sorry for your loss. The ornament is beautiful. I hope you are doing ok.

 

[honeybunch2k7]

Thinking of you xx

 

[Uvlollypop]

im sorry hun, its good that your husband is such an amazing support to you dont give up ill be thinking of you x

 

[jen1604]

Im a bit late on this but wanted to send massive hugs.xxxx