Hi ladies, Its me AGAIN. Well I am having very severe pg symptoms. I even leaked fluid from my breasts. I am 10 or 11 dpo I figure by averages and my calculations. I went to my family doctor and he did a Beta blood quantitative yesterday on 9 or 10 dpo. It was a "1" He said it was emotional and basically made up. I was hurt and ashamed. I have never invented a pg. I also told EVERYONE I knew. I am so ashamed. Anyway my reproductive spec ordered a fresh panel with all the hormones including Beta which I took today. Maybe that will explain the bb leaking (just once not like all over) and the symptoms. I had to call everyone and tell them it was a mistake. It was traumatizing to me. Anyway if anyone knows more than me, please give me your ideas... Cycle started March 13/6-7 days long 1. I thought I had a 31 day cycle. I counted CD1 as starting AF and CD31 as starting new AF. I guess thats only a 30 day? I'm confused. 2. I had EWCM on or about (I DIDNT WRITE IT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS!) anyway, on or about the 27th of March 3. The internet said I probably ov'd on 30th of March. That would be a 14 day luteal phase for my cycle. I always thought you o'd on the day of the EWCM. That would have been the seventeenth but supposedly I ov'd on the 30th, three days after EWCM. I BD'd everyday up to EWCM and to March 31st when my DH said NO MORE lol. Anyway. 4. I don't know how to count dpo. Do you count the day of ov or the day after as 1dpo? Confused! 5. On approx. 7-8dpo, I spotted twice. Once very tiny pink/red streak and again 3 hours later pink/red streak. TINY. Thought that was weird. Within hours I had bad pg symptoms. Severe AF like cramps and low back ache for about 48 hours or a little longer. There was even a strange yellowish blob with the consistency of EWCM. I have just been tested for pap and infection and everything was clear. 5. Either way, based on the above, I was 9-10dpo when I got the beta and tested a lousy non pg "1" 6. Doc said I had a pseudopreg or "made up" preg. I am so ashamed. I didn't realize this was happening. 7. I accepted the diagnosis and slept good last night. I woke up expecting to feel back to my old self again, but the symptoms persist. I am crampy and my bb's really hurt. I am not cramping like I was but I am aware of my body for sure. 8. I can't believe I am sharing this, I was SURE I was BFP and now I feel BF Crazy. How embarrasing for me and traumatic. I wish he would have at least validated me before telling me to seek therapy for some "deep seated emotional difficulty." I am very sad. Maybe today's bloodwork will uncover something with the reproductive specialist. My family doc is just a PA. Can anyone comment on this, including how many days are in my cycle, when I might have ov'd and what the spotting or the yellow mucous was? Also how do you figure dpo? From the day you ov'd as 1dpo or the day after? The name would suggest the day after hence "days past o". Who knows. I am hurt and lost. My DH saw my bbs leak and got really happy. He said he was coming home to kiss my belly. Instead I had to call him and tell him I want mental So sad.