Trying not to be but...

[MeaganMackenz]

This is the third and last baby I'm 17 weeks with. We have 2 beautiful girls 6 and 3. I didn't think I wanted a boy this bad, until I found out I wasn't having one.
I think we were both a bit disappointed with it being another girl, as disgusting as that sounds. I wanted to give hubby a boy. My girlfriend just had a boy, I guess I'm in boy fever.
But it's a girl, and because it wasn't an anatomy scan I can't comment on healthy or not, just a girl. Anatomy scan is just after Xmas.
I'm trying not to let on, I was so much more worried about hubby being disappointed I never even thought I would be.
I hate this feeling

 

[MileyMamma]

Hey! Your not being disgusting, I completely see where your coming from even though I am the opposite with 2 girls and would love another! (Greedy I know!) don't be so hard on yourself your husband will love this baby I'm sure regardless of its gender, I can't imagine how you feel... But I'm worrying I will be the same if it's a boy, even though my OH would love a son I can't help but favour team pink which makes me feel stupidly selfish

 

[MeaganMackenz]

I think the mindset is different when you've got 2 of the same gender, a preference to gender comes up for the third especially if it's the last. It's sad but it's true

I just hope I can get past the disappointment in the next 22 weeks. Same with OH