i know it caused some turmoil, but i really do feel better. i know cassidy felt this way, but i was specifically feeling quite bad as her and i had the same due date. i even spoiler-ed my signature just in case. i'm hoping people can recover
in the meantime, i do NOT know how people keep this secret!!!! omg, i've been telling about 1 person per day. i swear, if my boyfriend knew i was slowly leaking the news to the world, he'd be so angry, yikes! but the people i've told have been like layer 3 or 4 in my onion, so still in trustworthy territory, and i've said explicitly that we're not "public" yet. but still.... i'll be 11 weeks on monday. god forbid i lose this baby, people are gonna need to know why i've gone off the deep end and only talk while crying. but dont tell my boyfriend, ok?!
i just cant even handle the excitement!!!
oh, did i mention i'm going to babies R us tomorrow to set up the registry thingy Julie suggested? i swear, to myself and you gals, i will not go crazy (will try not). just normal small things - nail clippers, nipple cream, vagina lotion - that every woman needs. no big whoop (huge whoop, i'm giddy with excitement!) i just never thought i'd ever ever get here - a registry? thats fucking crazy-talk! and i'm so excited!
None of us should have to feel guilty. We've all been through soooo much to get where we are. I just couldn't not say anything anymore because our boards used to be a place full of mostly positivity and now its turned so ugly.
