TTC and now in the 2WW... anyone want to join me?

[taquito0523]

So here I am back again....had a MC back in March (3/21) and was completely devastated. Did not get af back again until 9 weeks after that. UGH. I guess it was good though as hubby and I got to figure things out and just take time for the emotional healing too.

So, anyway.... af came and showed her face on 5/23 and now I am back in the HORRIBLE two week wait! I know my system is completely jacked up still, and also while having waiting buddies I want to see if anyone was able to get accurate OPK's after their first cycle.

I used the clearblue advanced (so I get a smiley face) and don't have to interpret stupid lines. LOL. First time around I would get the empty circle, then a few days of blinking smileys (high fertility) and the the solid smiley (peak fertility)..... this time was odd. I went from empty circles straight to the peak fertility smiley.? Is that normal? Is it real? LOL.

Hubby and I just want this to happen so bad, I am just not sure if I should be happy and waiting, or sad and on to the next month. I have been feeling "full" in my lower belly the last few days and seem to be always hungry. No other symptoms of anything yet, but that was the same as with my little blueberry in heaven this past January.

Am I crazy? Please someone keep me company!!