mrsscottish
Praying on sticky bean
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Hello!
you can't take away or reduce the feelings you have - it sucks! Sorry to hear AF may be on her way, I'm wishing that after the cramps yesterday (although none really today except dull ache in right hand side) AF may show, but it's the waiting either way! Would have rather not had any cramps and just waited!! DH is supportive but doesn't really get the whole symptoms / cycle thing. Don't suppose he's ever had to deal with it lol. Both my sisters and my mum got BFP on their first attempts, so it's really hard to remain realistic. I was on depo for so long and the implant too, I convinced myself so much it would take months to even O but that happened pretty much 12 days after removal.
Who'd have believed that TTC can be so difficult and that eggs expire after 12-24 hours when there are so many women in the world who talk about 'suprises'!!
you can't take away or reduce the feelings you have - it sucks! Sorry to hear AF may be on her way, I'm wishing that after the cramps yesterday (although none really today except dull ache in right hand side) AF may show, but it's the waiting either way! Would have rather not had any cramps and just waited!! DH is supportive but doesn't really get the whole symptoms / cycle thing. Don't suppose he's ever had to deal with it lol. Both my sisters and my mum got BFP on their first attempts, so it's really hard to remain realistic. I was on depo for so long and the implant too, I convinced myself so much it would take months to even O but that happened pretty much 12 days after removal.
Who'd have believed that TTC can be so difficult and that eggs expire after 12-24 hours when there are so many women in the world who talk about 'suprises'!!
exactly, never been sooo jealous in my life and everyone around me seems to be getting preggers except me. I was on depro 4 a yr as I took ill after my father died and couldn't risk it and I hate the fact that I spent so many years trying to avoid something that I now really want. biology's a bitch lol
Ok, i know I already posted but I have found myself wanting to vent out some thoughts. DH is at work and at home alone. As said earlier, getting myself ready to rule this month out. This should have been 12dpo as last Sunday was my last day of ewcm. Still very wet with cwcm and watery cm and still wishing i didn't have the cramping on tuesday which convinced me that it could have been implantation (would have been 9 dpo) I've read so much about women who have waited so long for ovulation after having the implanon removed and what with three days of ewcm accompanied by right side cramping, i convinced myself that I had ovulated. Now questioning I didn't O and all wishing and waiting for nothing. I sit here reading everyone's stories and they are all different and all varying that I've come to the conclusion that mother nature is indeed cruel. Becuase everyone is different, there is no common thread to consider when contemplating your own story and experiences. GGGGRRRRRR x x