I know what you mean about looking at baby things. I'm forever testing out baby names, searching on the internet. Also going through baby magazines and i've already started making a scrap book of useful information and pictures of baby things I want to buy. Terrible really. But it's all so exciting!
I was so excited when we first started trying, we thought it would be much easier to get pregnant than it actually is. And as the months went buy I started to feel a bit depressed. And worried that it will never happen. But as heartbreaking as last month was, it has made me see that it is possible to at least conceive, which is something. But I am terrified of getting a bfp and then later a bfn.
How long did you say you have been ttc?
xx