H0pefulHeart
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Hi all,
I'm a newbie here, but I have exhausted my friends and family on this subject, and I thought I'd look for a few extra perspectives.
A bit of background: I have mc three times since Sept of 2013. It has been a rough, rough year. I was seeing a specialist for a while and she concluded after test after test that there is nothing actually wrong with me, that it was just "bad luck". She did put me on a few "these might help" medications, and we were given the go ahead to try again. Now, GETTING pregnant has never been our problem - I'm sort of the look-at-me-and-I'm-pregnant type....STAYING pregnant past 7 weeks is where we struggle.
I am currently 20 dpo according to my BBT curve. AF was due 2 days ago and no sign of her. (yes!) However, here is my dilemma:
I am one of the weird ones that pregnancy tests don't seem to work for. I never tested positive with any of my others, and as of yesterday, I am BFN this time, too.
I am on progesterone, which makes me doubt the temps somewhat, as the medication artificially raises them a little.
Basically, I am confused, frusterated and scared, because if I AM pregnant, it means I'll be holding my breath for the next month and constantly checking my undies for bleeding again, and if I'm NOT pregnant, I'd just like to know it, so I can get past it and try again.
I FEEL pregnant, but the brain is very very good at tricking a person when they want something so very much....
I'm a newbie here, but I have exhausted my friends and family on this subject, and I thought I'd look for a few extra perspectives.
A bit of background: I have mc three times since Sept of 2013. It has been a rough, rough year. I was seeing a specialist for a while and she concluded after test after test that there is nothing actually wrong with me, that it was just "bad luck". She did put me on a few "these might help" medications, and we were given the go ahead to try again. Now, GETTING pregnant has never been our problem - I'm sort of the look-at-me-and-I'm-pregnant type....STAYING pregnant past 7 weeks is where we struggle.
I am currently 20 dpo according to my BBT curve. AF was due 2 days ago and no sign of her. (yes!) However, here is my dilemma:
I am one of the weird ones that pregnancy tests don't seem to work for. I never tested positive with any of my others, and as of yesterday, I am BFN this time, too.
I am on progesterone, which makes me doubt the temps somewhat, as the medication artificially raises them a little.
Basically, I am confused, frusterated and scared, because if I AM pregnant, it means I'll be holding my breath for the next month and constantly checking my undies for bleeding again, and if I'm NOT pregnant, I'd just like to know it, so I can get past it and try again.
I FEEL pregnant, but the brain is very very good at tricking a person when they want something so very much....