lenorajoy
Mom to a beautiful girl!
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So I’ve had all of my pregnancy symptoms this TWW. Af is due tomorrow or Thursday. This morning after I went to the bathroom (for the third time since going to bed last night...) there was blood on my toilet paper. A small clot with bright red blood, it looked pretty much like a period. My heart sank! All the symptoms and AF comes early?? I wiped again and a small amount of blood. I wiped a third time and just brown spotting, almost nothing. No blood in the toilet. I put on a pad to monitor it, but when I peed again an hour later (like I did pretty much all day yesterday despite not drinking more than normal), nothing. A minuscule amount of brown blood on the pad.
I think there’s a good chance AF is just wonky and she will come as normal soon. Pretty sure I’m out. But now that I think I’m out, I realize I was so sure I would get a bfp. I didn’t want to get my hopes up and had doubts that I would actually see a positive, but despite my best efforts the symptoms were so promising. I know nobody can give me answers, I think I’m just feeling bummed out and looking for someone to commiserate with. I’m not counting myself out until AF actually arrives, but I’m torn between holding onto hope for a bfp and just giving up and waiting out AF.
I think there’s a good chance AF is just wonky and she will come as normal soon. Pretty sure I’m out. But now that I think I’m out, I realize I was so sure I would get a bfp. I didn’t want to get my hopes up and had doubts that I would actually see a positive, but despite my best efforts the symptoms were so promising. I know nobody can give me answers, I think I’m just feeling bummed out and looking for someone to commiserate with. I’m not counting myself out until AF actually arrives, but I’m torn between holding onto hope for a bfp and just giving up and waiting out AF.
