Yep, I done it .... I finally looked in that forum section ... The TTC after loss ...
As I log in, I usually scroll rather quickly to "my section"..never ever look at the others... Well I done it....
I wanna TTC!
I want to so bad I can't see straight! BUT a HUGE part of me says "NEVER AGAIN!!!" ... I am terrified!!
I lost my Emma because of ME, not her, because of ME.... My body failed us... I have been recently diagnosised with IC ... in another words, a crappy cervix!
I can NOT go thru another loss but my God, I wanna try again
Is this normal?? Have you all had these feelings? Am I just feeling some crazy pull since Em was taken? I don't know .... Wonders if these thoughts and feelings will just go away or are these true feelings and desires .... Am I just going crazy???
As I log in, I usually scroll rather quickly to "my section"..never ever look at the others... Well I done it....
I wanna TTC!
I want to so bad I can't see straight! BUT a HUGE part of me says "NEVER AGAIN!!!" ... I am terrified!!
I lost my Emma because of ME, not her, because of ME.... My body failed us... I have been recently diagnosised with IC ... in another words, a crappy cervix!
I can NOT go thru another loss but my God, I wanna try again
Is this normal?? Have you all had these feelings? Am I just feeling some crazy pull since Em was taken? I don't know .... Wonders if these thoughts and feelings will just go away or are these true feelings and desires .... Am I just going crazy???