UPDATE! 1st cycle back to trying after miscarriage and I'm surprisingly excited!

[Lues]

Quick background:

TTC two years when I finally went to an RE last February. BFP in late May, miscarriage just before 7 weeks that I passed at home with cytotec.

This is our first month trying again, and I'm surprised to find myself SUPER excited. I'm in the TWW after an IUI last week and I'm loving this TWW!

Yeah... i know... WHAT???????

I don't know why exactly. I have so much hope that it will be soon (even if not this cycle). After we got my dosage of Progesterone down and were doing IUIs it was only 2 cycles before I got pregnant. And even though I lost that baby, I will forever be grateful to have learned that I am capable of conception. That's a HUGE relief.

Plus I had my HSG done a few weeks ago, which I've heard can slightly increase your chances.

So here I am, 7 DPO and giddy like a newbie.

I'm doing silly things like going "oh, I just peed an hour ago and I have to pee again" and then laughing out loud as i realize that it could in fact be the GIANT glass of water I just drank.

I expected to be stressed and have a feeling of "oh geez, here we go again". But I don't. But hey... denial or not... I'll just live in my little happy bubble for now!

I just wondered if anyone else ever had this experience?

 

[Fezzle]

In my first year + of TTC, I didn't even have a positive OPK, never mind a BFP, so when I started Clomid, and finally started getting pregnant, even though I had an early mc in my first Clomid cycle and a CP in the 4th Clomid cycle, it was so much better than not knowing if my body was even able to produce an egg. So I understand your excitement! Sorry about your loss, but I hope now you are extra fertile! Good luck this cycle!

 

[c beary83]

Hi lues. I'm hoping to join you soon. I'm waiting for first af after miscarriage but I'm on cd19, only just stopped bleeding and no sign of ovulation!!!

Good luck x

 

[Lues]

good luck beary83! Sorry to hear about your second loss. It took me a while to get a period too. I certainly don't envy where you are!

My mode hasn't changed. t's not so much that I feel like I'm pregnant. But I have this unshakable positive feeling about the whole thing.

I'm likely setting myself up for quite the letdown next week. (I had made a typo originally that I didn't catch... I was 4dpo when I made that first post). So NOW I'm 7dpo and still really excited.

We checked my progesterone levels today via blood and via ultrasound, (I have progesterone issues) and it came back good! So that means my current regimen of progesterone is working for me, which just pumped my excitement a bit as well.

I don't know ladies. I think I might be operating in some strange silo of denial here, but I'm quite enjoying this particular 2WW.

 

[c beary83]

Hey that's good news about your progesterone lues.

Hopefully it's a good sign too with you being in the tww.

Sending you lots of for this cycle x

 

[Fezzle]

Good luck! Fx for this cycle! Make sure you update when you test!

 

[Lues]

Can't believe it! Got my BFP yesterday!

I'm nervous, but super excited as well. (the husband and I call it ner-cited, because no actual words seem to fit)

I got my first beta yesterday, and I'll get my follow up on Thursday to be sure it's doubling.

It's going to be a LONG and slOoOooooOoow few months. But at this moment, it's the nercitement is an incredible blessing.

 

[Lues]

(if anyone knows how to put "update" in the initial thread name, let me know. I know I always like knowing when something has been updated before I start reading

 

[Fezzle]

Congrats!

The wait is so hard, especially when you've had a loss before, but take it one milestone at a time. Good luck with your next betas!

I think to update your title, you edit and go advanced and you can edit it, but I haven't done that in awhile!

 

[c beary83]

Congratulations lues!!!

I've only just seen your post.

I'm now on cd4 so hopefully will be joining you soon