update

[simplyshell]

since i had my lo
the healing process is still going im still in alot of pain:/
i defenitly have post partum depression just because
i cant do much for my lo because of the c-section so i have to watch my family take care of him. im happy there here to help me but since i couldnt breast feed like i had planned and i cant take care of him alot like how i want too i feel like we didnt get to have that bonding:/ i guess im upset cause i feel like he wont know im his mommy, everyone says he does cause i carryed him for so long but its still in my head:/

hes already goiing to be two weeks this tuesday time has gone by fast
im amazed how smart and strong he is.
he holds his head so well
he is already trying to hold his bottle on his own
at his first appointment he literally tryed to roll over
he is already eatting 2 1/2 oz
hes defenitly aware of things
i absolutly adore and love my son.

 

[MUM0FTW0]

Im sorry that youre going through this I know it must be hard,but you are very very fortunate to have the help..a lot of people just HAVE no other options and have to do everything even under those conditions which is horrible!! Youll be able to do it soon,and no one is going to bash you for needing extra time to heal,you had major surgery and you have a right to feel like total shit!!

He will know you are his mommy,just because other people are helping doesnt mean he thinks those are his parents,hes just 2 weeks old...he doesnt know what is down,up,the difference between purple and yellow,and a whole bunch of other stuff,but he will know who his mommy is....and im sure youll do great
Goodluck to you,and I hope your healing comes fast

 

[lil_mama_415]

i know how the csection is im healing well as well but i couldnt breastfeed once i started to after my milk came in my body went into overload and my doc told me just give her formula because my body is too messed up to handle it but it gets better i promise