I'm so sorry for your loss Radiance, you've always been one of my favorites on this board. That's an absolutely gorgeous names, and combines two of my all time favorites. So beautiful for such a precious baby. For me, naming my baby was a comfort. I don't like referring to him as it, the baby, or my miscarriage. While I don't know he was a he for sure, it was my feeling, my mother's intuition (and no one will be able to prove me wrong!). We chose the name Phoenix, we felt it was absolutely fitting. Some people believe that we have the children we're meant to have, that the souls of the children we've lost pass on into the child we eventually get to take home. Lots of hugs, and while I don't actually know you, I will be thinking of you in the coming days.