Vent!

[HearMyPrayers]

I’m really frustrated today. Been spotting for almost 5 weeks straight, now found out I have a cyst on my left ovary, on top of unexplained infertility and months and months of let down! I feel like I’m failing at everything. I feel like I’m failing my husband, I’m sure he didn’t sign up for this BS! Fertility treatments are so expensive and with the prospect that we may need IVF if IUI doesn’t work makes me stress and pounder where the hell we are gonna come up with that kind of money! IUI is expensive enough as it is! On top of that there is no one in my life that seems to ever say the right thing EVER!! My DH gets bothered at work BY GROWN MEN because we don’t have kids yet, they mock him about being a “man”and ask him almost daily if/when are we gonna get pregnant UGH I hate it! My family doesn’t seem to care at all, my brother is expecting his first baby with his gf who doesn’t even “feel excited”about the baby because all she wants to do is drink! She complains about EVERYTHING! Somedays I wonder......what have I done so wrong in life to deserve this hand I was dealt!

Geez....I could just snap today!

 

[River54]

Just wanted to pop in and say - I understand.

 

[WeJustWantOne]

Sorry to read and run but me too. I feel like I'm letting everything down since there's only a problem with me and not my husband.

 

[mummytoangels]

GBH's sweetheart, this journey can b soul destroying at times. We all understand here nd that's wot's great about this group, that everyone is so supporting. We r all here for u darling Xxxx

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Thank you all! Sometimes I dont think my marriage is going to survive this. My DH and I fight ALL THE TIME. Just last night we fought about who had a worse day When sometimes I just want his shoulder to cry on and sometimes I just want him to hug me and reassure me I feel like he just gives up and stops caring about things now, like he is colder. I'm just a mess.