Venting. Spotting since 5 dpo never b4

[momwannabe81]

Ok so extra frustrated.....started spotting brown 5 dpo, brown pinkish 6 dpo pink/brown 7 dpo and 8 dpo but always in the morning and gone by evening. Yesterday I had to take a nap and had a sinus headache since spotting. In 37 years I've never spotted this early. Really thought af was here but stopped right away. Did a quant test at the Dr but won't know until Monday. I know they say no more the 3 day bleed for ib but there are special cases and I'm hoping to be one of them but I've miscarried before 1 cp and 1 mc for stopping the progesterone bc of false negative. I have a gut feeling I am pregnant but keep getting bfns. I think implantation finished yesterday so hopefully I can get a bfp tomorrow . Just need some reassurance. I wanna believe my gut but the bfns are just to much 😢