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[Naaxi]

I am excited for us both! Lol. I have to tell my boss today, though It's killing me that I am still lifting heavy things and such. I really don't want to hurt this bub. I feel bad, though, cause I haven't told my mum yet... But I want to get Willow to tell her LOL. We'll see how that goes. It would seem that Derek is a big gossip and everyone at his work knows LOL. I went to meet him yesterday and EVERYONE there hugged and congratulated me LOL. Mind you, there are only 5 people who work at his shop with him. But still! LMAO. Grandparents don't even know yet! Have you told anyone? I can't wait for Monday!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

SO I ended up just calling and telling my mum, it couldn't wait any longer LOL! She's so excited too, she's even planning on taking some time off in October to help the first week or so! I also told my step dad and my brother this morning. Not going to be telling my dad until I have U/S pics, if you remember my cute way lol.

My boss was cool with it. I feel I am okay lifting the pails still as my body is used to it, it's not a shock. He says wait and see what my doctor says, but just be careful. I definitely won't over do it, I just won't worry as much about anything until I talk to my doctor.

I am so excited, I wanna scream it to the world! LOL.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I pray all the time that I get to have a healthy little one. I SO hope that s/he's okay. I just can't wait to be able to feel bub move so I know that everything's going well, y'know? It would seem I am an impatient person!

I am going to my mummy's tonight SO excited to tell Willow, though she won't understand. My mum figures she'll be excited and jealous, we're not sure which will overpower the other cause I am "her Keenan".

I know what you mean about chips, though! Doritos are my best friend, and salsa too LOL. And I am CONSTANTLY tired. Zzzzz! LOL.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Eurgh, I know. Well as long as my bloat is getting bigger and I'm not bleeding, I will assume all is swell LOL. I am a tad scared about the slip, but I feel alright and it wasn't hard on my butt or anything, most of it landed on my hand. I. Hate. Winter.

I told her but she didn't reaaaally understand. It's a hard concept to grasp, even when they're older and she's only 2. Maybe when my tummy is bigger she'll understand a little more lol! But she called me "her Keenan" and said it was "her baby". LOL. My cutie pie.

Veggie fries sound delicious! Have you been really thirsty lately? Made OH get me a water bottle today so I stop buying juice at work. I have been CRAZY thirsty!

Still haven't seen donor in person, but I hope to this weekend some time

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Awwwww, I am so sorry that your sister has chosen that path, but hopefully she thing improve and she starts coming around more. Have you told your sisters?

I have told a lot of people now, I think I am just gunna tell my dad, even though he waited 6 months to tell me when my step monster was preggo and everyone in Ontario knew. Cause if I don't tell him, then I have to keep it off facebook and I can't tell my aunts or cousins who I am still close to. Sigh.

I am still beaming, LOL. I can't stop it. The lady at the restaurant next door to my work asked me why I was so happy and so I told her, LOL. I can't help it!

 

[hollyw79]

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[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

LOL I blew it with Der, I just called him right away cause I couldn't believe it! And my Dad was happy for me. He has little ones too, 4 and 2, and he told me that they recently lost one. I pray all the time that my seamonkey makes it.

I bet it was just growing pains, but maybe sit it out the next couple of days, just go for a walk or whatever until you talk to your doc Wednesday. Just to be on the safe side, though I am sure bub is a-okay and she'll prob tell you that you can do your exercising. ALSO you're fricken skinny anyways, so a few extra pounds won't make a difference LOL. Don't even worry about it!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I plan on breastfeeding, as long as I am able, for at least the year I am off on mat leave. TMI but I had my nipples pierced when I was 17 up until two days ago so we will see if they have been damaged too severely. And I want to buy just one outfit right now LOL but I know that's a bad idea... Maybe I will buy one tomorrow after the docs appointment It's so early for me, though, I bet she'll just do bloods and I have a few questions for her and that'll be that... But I am still excited And stockpiling sounds like a great idea, I plan on doing that as well after first tri is over.

I gained 30lbs since being with Der, it SUCKS but I plan on losing it the mat leave year, hopefully. Go out for walks and jogs and swimming and such as well as eating better all this pregnancy and after my seamonkey's born. I am actually pretty excited.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Yes, here it is a full year at 55% pay I think. I am actually really excited for it!! It will be SO nice to watch him/her grow for a whole year! That's awesome that you at least get a half year, though. I have a friend who was only financially able to take 6 weeks off when her son was born 17 years ago... That would be rough.

I am glad you don't think it would be a bad idea. And yes, I am going to tell everyone when I get my answer back from my doctor Though I know all's going well, bean is still making me soooo bloated! LOL Talk about uncomfortable. And gassy! LOL. Telling your son would be nice, though... Derek's kids aren't too happy about it. They always say it's about money money money. Eurgh. I hope to teach my kids that that isn't what matters in life!

That'd be awesome to have someone to talk to about weightloss goals I have a pool nearby but it is so packed with chemicals that it hurts my skin to swim more than twice a week. I really wish they'd choose to change to salt and less chemicals, but I dunno if they will. But I still plan on swimming there throughout my pregnancy.

How are you feeling?

 

[Naaxi]

P.S. I am SO weepy today! Hanging out with my besty and just really clingy! LOL. And holy moly bloated!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Tomorrow is my Sunday But that means Tuesday is my Monday and Friday is my Thursday LOL. It's good and bad at the same time. Doctor's tomorrow!! Woo!! LOL. I have to make sure I get enough hours in, though, so I qualify for the most amount of pay during mat leave.

I REALLY hope that his kids realize after the fact that bub is worth it. I would FAR rather surround myself with family than material objects. Which is why I am soooo over the moon still I am going to be a mom! :O That's crazy.

I am still crazy bloated, and going pee all the time as well! A few patches of nausea and turned off my starbucks fav but that's probably a good thing, though I don't drink 'em often. And sense of smell is increasing daily. And tired as always, lol. But gunna surprise DH and jump his bones after my shower... We haven't since before I found out! Both been tired.

I am so excited! Holly! We're gunna have babies! Can you believe it? I can't yet. Wow. I keep staring at my tummy LOL. Do you think you're pink or blue? I think I am blue but I want pink and am predicted pink and Derek thinks and wants pink as well.

 

[hollyw79]

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