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[Naaxi]

I am a bit chubby (size 12 usually) but still plan on taking belly pics lol. I know what you mean about wanting to show. I do too, for sure But I don't mind having a small secret, makes me smile while out in public lol. Actually, I can't stop smiling! And I touch my tum all the time too. Especially when going to sleep.

I had a dream that I already had mine and it was a boy. But I also had a dream that I had puppies LOL! So we will see. Derek is sure it's a girl, but he REALLY wants it to be. I'd also love a girl, but a boy would be great as well lol. The donor only has 2 boys.

I'll for sure let you know how my docs appt goes, but I bet I just get bloods and then ask her a few questions and that's that! LOL. I can't wait for mid February when I get to hear the heartbeat

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Sorry I didn't respond yesterday, we had date night, it was so nice. and docs called my mum's number instead of mine. Silly docs. And then when I called, she was busy. But I have a weird dull pain in my tummy. Not a fan... I am worrying.

Anywho, I could totally see you with a lil girl! That's what I thought right off the bat, actually

 

[Naaxi]

Oh, and my first prenatal is at 12 weeks. March 14th... Seems eons away LOL! Still have the pains near my belly button.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Aww, you have to tell me how it goes at the docs.

I am panicking, I think I saw pink when I wiped. I am scared. Doctor said my levels were low, 640, and she wants to see them double so she's having me do bloods tomorrow and the next day, she'll know if all is not looking good. I hate waiting and seeing. Must stay positive!

 

[Naaxi]

Definitely spotting

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Took the day off to do tests when everything opens... Sigh. No spotting yet today but it's only the morning, we'll see. I am thankful for your prayers, I am praying as well. Hope He hears one of us, LOL.

Lemme know how your appointment goes And I like your new ticker and profile picture

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I'm sure your Sweet Pea is doing fabulously! I still have aversions to smells, that should be something, shouldn't it?? I am in the office now, waiting for my doctor to come. She's always so busy... I am greatful she had an openning. Sheesh I hope she doesn't think I am here wasting her time... I am just scared, y'know?

Either way, it's in His hands now.

And I did read the post on pink spotting... Bleh. I sooo hope it's normal. I am writing a list of things to use against bub when they're older! "No, you can't have a sleepover because you scared mum half to death TWICE before I was even 5 weeks pregnant!"

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

That's great that bean's looking good! I am excited for your GIRL to get bigger

I feel better today. TMI alert! LOL! Had diarrhea all day though from Jugo Juice drink Ah well. I'll probably get results tomorrow or the next day, I am going for u/s tomorrow morning. I asked if it was too early, she said not to see a sac and if it's doing okay. A lil more spotting today but again not much. That's reassuring that it's not tons... But I am still scared. I pray bean clings for dear life, and sucks but that's all I can do.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

LOL that stage is hilarious for boys. I myself never went through it, I dunno if girls do... But the donor's littlest is as that stage but I give him hugs and kisses occasionally. More hugs, though... But he's okay with hugs for some reason, it's the kisses that embarass him. But like you said, I just can't help it It's funny that you can love someone elses kid, though.

I am kind of excited, I wonder if they'll show me. Maybe not... But I would like them to They never did when I went to check on my cysts... Party poopers LOL. The only time I've seen my uterus is when
I got an HSG where they inject dye and see if your tubes are open and such... That was SO uncomfortable.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I got to see the sac! Heehee. Way too early to see a heartbeat, which I brought up to my doc beforehand but she just brushed it off... But she's ordering another u/s for 2 weeks from now, so I'll be able to see the heart then for sure! But what reassured me is that my levels are "doubling nicely"! Still doing one last blood test tomorrow but that should be good as well I have faith in my seamonkey. And here our screens aren't visible while laying down so we can't self diagnose, but the techy pointed it at me after she was done her job so I could see.

Derek got me an issue of the local birthissue, it's free, but amazing that he thought of me. And he saved the pic I sent him of my black dot on the ultrasound LOL! I'm sooo happy he's excited.

My dog's been acting bitchy lately, I don't like it at all... She bit me today 'cause I took my other dog's treat from her. (She's tiny so it didn't hurt, but still! I'm boss!) Disapproving face!

Glad you announced it on fbook, you have so much support behind you!

 

[Naaxi]

P.S did I tell you I'm not allowed having sex until the doc okays it?? And she's off until monday! I am dying... LOL.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I HATE this new lady at work. She's so WEIRD and WON't shut UP. She's talking to me right now as I am ignoring her typing on my phone. Frick.

Anywho, I am excited to hear your results as well I am sure bub is perfectly fine, and to be able to see and hopefully hear the heartbeat... I just did the last of my blood tests this morning but my doctor is off until Monday (so I can't even find out when I can have sex) I would HATE waiting until 2nd tri! That seems EONS away! Hope I get the okay soon LOL. Der's been pouty lol. But it's understandable: we've only had the chance once since I found out.

I bought a onesie. Couldn't help myself! It's adorable. Says I (heart) MUM, I love it! Have you bougt anything yet? Derek's daughter seems to be a bit more okay with the pregnancy thing, so that's good. His son is talking to me again too, so an improvement. Sigh.