Don't get me wrong I'm over the moon that I'm pregnant!!
I've been lurking in here since finding out a week ago BUT I'm desperately trying to just ignore the fact that iam because I've suffered heartache in the past!!
My last MC was in November last year but as my sig says I've had a lot go on in that department!
I'm putting off ringing the doctors because I suppose I'm dreading the fact that I might mc again and I just feel so drained sometimes.
My symptoms come and go and other than tieredness and sore boobs I don't even feel pregnant! My OH says he just has a feeling that everything's going to be ok but I feel I'm convincing myself that it's not, which is upsetting
I wish that things were easy and I could just believe that everything's going to be ok!!
The anxiety is making me loopy
Sorry for the depressing post but I just had to vent
I've been lurking in here since finding out a week ago BUT I'm desperately trying to just ignore the fact that iam because I've suffered heartache in the past!!
My last MC was in November last year but as my sig says I've had a lot go on in that department!
I'm putting off ringing the doctors because I suppose I'm dreading the fact that I might mc again and I just feel so drained sometimes.
My symptoms come and go and other than tieredness and sore boobs I don't even feel pregnant! My OH says he just has a feeling that everything's going to be ok but I feel I'm convincing myself that it's not, which is upsetting
I wish that things were easy and I could just believe that everything's going to be ok!!
The anxiety is making me loopy
Sorry for the depressing post but I just had to vent