I recently found out I'm pregnant. And I'm not sure whether to be scared, excited, horrified or what. I'm only 17. I graduated school a year early, so I don't have to worry about ruining my education. But, though I've been looking and applying EVERYWHERE, I can't seem to get a job anywhere. Just a few weeks ago, I and my boyfriend of 3 years(off and on) got engaged. Did I mention he's 22, and we haven't told either of our parents about any of this?? Well, of course, he "doesn't think now is a good time" for a kid, and thinks an abortion is the best most logical way to go. I, though I didn't really want a baby right now, have always told myself that I would NEVER get an abortion. I just don't think I'd be able to live with it. I know, he's said that it's ultimately my choice(and I know it is), and that he'd really end up supporting me either way.....it just seems a hard decision to make...on top of How do I tell my mom???