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Bekkiboo
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Why do I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster all the time?
One minute I'm fine and cheerful then the next I feel really down in the dumps and I can see it in myself but it doesn't help stop me from being like it!
I ponder on things too much, I over analyse situations and I get paranoid all the time mostly about people!
I feel unmotivated all the time and can't bring myself to get up and do anything, and although my OH would disagree with me it's not laziness!
When I have a day that I feel happy and cheerful (which is becoming less and less these days) I do everything that needs doing with no problems!
I feel like I'm losing the plot and wish I could be normal but I don't think I am!
I worry all the time what people think about me and I keep thinking everyone I know talks about me behind my back and I just worry in general about Everything all the time!
It's not that I don't love my children, I love them unconditionaly I can feel that in my heart, I just feel that my heads a little messed up and right now I'm at an all time low and feel like I could explode. I have gotten upset about things I should have just shrugged off today but because I was really down to begin with it bothered me.
I feel this has been building up for many years, I've always been up one day and down the next and I have always been paranoid about everything for as long as I can remember!
I've had panic attacks and think something is wrong with me and I must be dying, I check constantly for lumps etc and if I get a pain or ache I think it's something life threatening and I'm going to die!
I can remember having panic attacks from as young as 5 and I know people don't think 5 yr olds remember much later in life they can if it's traumatic to them.
I remember being in my bed at night and getting up suddenly panicking thinking I was going to die and now I'm older I know what it was but back then I didn't!
Sorry if I come across as a loon, I just need some advice, someone to say they know how I feel, I hate feeling like I'm different to everyone else!
One minute I'm fine and cheerful then the next I feel really down in the dumps and I can see it in myself but it doesn't help stop me from being like it!
I ponder on things too much, I over analyse situations and I get paranoid all the time mostly about people!
I feel unmotivated all the time and can't bring myself to get up and do anything, and although my OH would disagree with me it's not laziness!
When I have a day that I feel happy and cheerful (which is becoming less and less these days) I do everything that needs doing with no problems!
I feel like I'm losing the plot and wish I could be normal but I don't think I am!
I worry all the time what people think about me and I keep thinking everyone I know talks about me behind my back and I just worry in general about Everything all the time!
It's not that I don't love my children, I love them unconditionaly I can feel that in my heart, I just feel that my heads a little messed up and right now I'm at an all time low and feel like I could explode. I have gotten upset about things I should have just shrugged off today but because I was really down to begin with it bothered me.
I feel this has been building up for many years, I've always been up one day and down the next and I have always been paranoid about everything for as long as I can remember!
I've had panic attacks and think something is wrong with me and I must be dying, I check constantly for lumps etc and if I get a pain or ache I think it's something life threatening and I'm going to die!
I can remember having panic attacks from as young as 5 and I know people don't think 5 yr olds remember much later in life they can if it's traumatic to them.
I remember being in my bed at night and getting up suddenly panicking thinking I was going to die and now I'm older I know what it was but back then I didn't!
Sorry if I come across as a loon, I just need some advice, someone to say they know how I feel, I hate feeling like I'm different to everyone else!