KandyKinz
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So what's your partner's views on birth? Do they correspond with your own or are they in conflict.
My husband really doesn't have a care in the world. He's a live each day in the moment kinda guy and doesn't seem to comprehend that the decisions and actions one makes influences what happens down the road. He lives a dreamy life and if something is going to happen it is because of fate and it will be destined to happen regardless of what you think or do.
So when it comes to birth choices and plans etc he really doesn't see the point in even thinking about those things because what ever is meant to happen will happen and you just have to accept that. So given his attitude he has absolutely no problem with doctors or medical interventions and he's one of those naive individuals who thinks that if a medical intervention is used there must be good reason for it (again ). At the same time he has no issues with me choosing a midwife (doctors are the norm here) and electing to have a homebirth, etc etc. He's not at all concerned about safety or anything like that because again whatever is meant to happen is meant to happen. So essentially whatever I want to do is ultimately fine by him which isn't too much of a problem. I can live with that
But lately, I've been a little upset about Baby Peanut's reluctance to settle into my pelvis and assume a good position. My husband however isn't being a very good support about it. He doesn't understand the significance of a unstable lie and shoulder presentation at term. Utlimately, I'm not looking for any solutions from him I just need him to listen when I vent and essentially the only response I get from him is "Don't worry about it. So what if you have a baby at home or a c-section in the hospital or whatever. It's all the same either way." And that's really not the response I want.
And I certainly know there's hope for baby to settle down between now and the time I give birth and I certainly haven't given up hope. But I'm well aware of the potential risks of the potential management plans and the fact that since baby is not cooperating now the chances of me requiring valid intervention is higher then if baby were cooperating right now and I'd just really appreciate if my husband was on board in supporting me. The hospital here is quite small and has many old school practices eg following the birth the husband and baby must actually leave the OR..... So getting them to place the drapes low enough so baby could go on my chest would probably not go over well...... But there's no way in hell that I'm agreeable to them taking the baby away from me during the surgery if it were to be required (and hopefully hopefully hopefully it won't). Then another thing is the vitamin K and erythromycin.... I'm fine with both (I'm actually quite agreeable to such things) BUT both are to be delayed until after the first feed and we have time to "bond" first whether it be after a vaginal birth OR after a cesarean under GA and many many many hours afterwards.... Apparently there's been other women who have requested the same and their wishes were respected by the hospital staff. Two of my midwives (ones just a temp who's here this week and will be here this week and between march 13-20th and the other is my student) is quite supportive in my stance regarding such issues and I know they will advocate for me to a point but the midwives here are still trying to establish ground in the hospital and they can only do so much... And I'm not to fond of my actual midwife and I don't trust her willingness to advocate for me one little bit so it's really up to my partner to be able to advocate for us during times when I'm unable to (eg if I'm on the OR table). I NEED him to put his foot down when it comes to such things and he just doesn't get the point or my reasoning which is really upsetting me. Should things go astray and I end up in hospital in the OR the little things are all I have left and they're important to me.... It's not even that I'm requesting things that go against medical guidelines or that involve great risks..... If baby is well why the hell can't it stay with me following the birth???? The thought of dealing with things like that is just upsetting me right now... Blah!
Guess this turned more into a venting post then anything else.... Feel free to vent as well if you have reason!
My husband really doesn't have a care in the world. He's a live each day in the moment kinda guy and doesn't seem to comprehend that the decisions and actions one makes influences what happens down the road. He lives a dreamy life and if something is going to happen it is because of fate and it will be destined to happen regardless of what you think or do.
So when it comes to birth choices and plans etc he really doesn't see the point in even thinking about those things because what ever is meant to happen will happen and you just have to accept that. So given his attitude he has absolutely no problem with doctors or medical interventions and he's one of those naive individuals who thinks that if a medical intervention is used there must be good reason for it (again ). At the same time he has no issues with me choosing a midwife (doctors are the norm here) and electing to have a homebirth, etc etc. He's not at all concerned about safety or anything like that because again whatever is meant to happen is meant to happen. So essentially whatever I want to do is ultimately fine by him which isn't too much of a problem. I can live with that
But lately, I've been a little upset about Baby Peanut's reluctance to settle into my pelvis and assume a good position. My husband however isn't being a very good support about it. He doesn't understand the significance of a unstable lie and shoulder presentation at term. Utlimately, I'm not looking for any solutions from him I just need him to listen when I vent and essentially the only response I get from him is "Don't worry about it. So what if you have a baby at home or a c-section in the hospital or whatever. It's all the same either way." And that's really not the response I want.
And I certainly know there's hope for baby to settle down between now and the time I give birth and I certainly haven't given up hope. But I'm well aware of the potential risks of the potential management plans and the fact that since baby is not cooperating now the chances of me requiring valid intervention is higher then if baby were cooperating right now and I'd just really appreciate if my husband was on board in supporting me. The hospital here is quite small and has many old school practices eg following the birth the husband and baby must actually leave the OR..... So getting them to place the drapes low enough so baby could go on my chest would probably not go over well...... But there's no way in hell that I'm agreeable to them taking the baby away from me during the surgery if it were to be required (and hopefully hopefully hopefully it won't). Then another thing is the vitamin K and erythromycin.... I'm fine with both (I'm actually quite agreeable to such things) BUT both are to be delayed until after the first feed and we have time to "bond" first whether it be after a vaginal birth OR after a cesarean under GA and many many many hours afterwards.... Apparently there's been other women who have requested the same and their wishes were respected by the hospital staff. Two of my midwives (ones just a temp who's here this week and will be here this week and between march 13-20th and the other is my student) is quite supportive in my stance regarding such issues and I know they will advocate for me to a point but the midwives here are still trying to establish ground in the hospital and they can only do so much... And I'm not to fond of my actual midwife and I don't trust her willingness to advocate for me one little bit so it's really up to my partner to be able to advocate for us during times when I'm unable to (eg if I'm on the OR table). I NEED him to put his foot down when it comes to such things and he just doesn't get the point or my reasoning which is really upsetting me. Should things go astray and I end up in hospital in the OR the little things are all I have left and they're important to me.... It's not even that I'm requesting things that go against medical guidelines or that involve great risks..... If baby is well why the hell can't it stay with me following the birth???? The thought of dealing with things like that is just upsetting me right now... Blah!
Guess this turned more into a venting post then anything else.... Feel free to vent as well if you have reason!