Blah, I am feeling down tonight. It has been about 9 months or so TTC (I am guessing that because I was on BC for 2 years, got off last Jan and went back on it for 2 or 3 months here and there). I keep freaking myself out that maybe something is wrong with me like maybe I have some problem....the only thing is I have pretty much always had a normal cycle, give or take a few, but it has almost always been 28 days even when I first started my period! I have done 3 OPK tests this month, 2 around the time I should have been OVing (according to my calender, and out of curiosity I took one tonight and it looked much different to the other two - the first two had a much darker line, but not as dark as the control line). I dont think we are not getting pregnant cause of hubby, he has a 4 year old daughter so I am pretty sure his swimmers are healthy. Anyways, I guess this is more of a rant, I am just feeling down about this whole thing...ugh.