my cycles used to be 28 days clock-work, but since my MC in december they changed to 26 (exactly again). this month, however, cd26 passed by and, although I had no symptoms, I started to believe that I could be pregnant. Then, on cd28, AF came, just as it used to. I can't believe how much expectation/hoped I built in just 1 and 1/2 days! I am devastated now. why is it so difficult? and there is something that really bothers me: we started trying in sept' 10 and got pregnant the second month. It was not even TTC, it was truly NTNP. I really have no idea when I ovulated that month, I was totally unaware of CM, CP, OPK, BBT, etc etct etct, and it isn't that we have an extremely active sex life either (unfortunately), so I really do not know how I got pregnant! After the MC, we started to actively TTC, and now that I use OPKs, check my CM, and BD as much as possible during the fertile window, I do not get pregnant! why??? why if it happens by chance, it does not happen when you try! I don't get it!