Will conceiving after a loss help?

[CeeceeGil]

I miscarried during my second trimester a few months ago. My due date is coming up soon and I just keep feeling so sad. I cry so many times throughout the day. I would like to try to have another baby but I am scared. My last pregnancy was so perfect compared to my first pregnancy with my daughter. I lost 40 lbs after having my daughter before I got pregnant again so I know that i wouldnt have a lot of weight to lose after giving birth but instead I miscarried and ive gained 20 lbs for no reason ever since.. Im afraid if I get pregnant again that im going to resent the baby and hate the pregnancy because im not at the weight I want to be at. But part of my thinks its the only thing that can make me feel better.